Page 60 of Monsters Within (The Creatures We Crave 1)
I’d still love her if she decided to walk away now, and I’d never try to bring this up again. I’d suppress it if I had to. She was my everything, and I couldn’t lose her.
I watched the way her throat bobbed as she swallowed harshly before she opened her mouth once more, looking at me expectantly, silently agreeing to continue.
“Fuck,” I groaned out in satisfaction, relieved that I hadn’t scared her off and that she was choosing to accept this part of me as well.
Shoving my cock back in, I thrusted shallowly as I threaded my hand into her hair and pulled gently. “Look up at me.” I wanted her to see her eyes. They reflected her emotions, always, and I wanted to see every single one that flashed in their depths during this.
When she did, I referred back to earlier in our conversation. “Every time you bite that lip,” I warned, “this is going to be your punishment. I’m going to fuck your mouth until I’m coming down your throat and tears are running down your face.”
She moaned at my words, the vibrations running through my cock and causing me to groan my pleasure. My hips stilled as I felt my balls tighten, but she took over then, bobbing her head on my cock and staring into my eyes. I was happy to let her explore this new experience as well, so I kept my grip on her hair but allowed her to control the pace with only shallow thrusts from me.
Her tongue swirled over my tip, and she experimented with sucking and hollowing her cheeks, watching me just as intently as I watched her. Every time I groaned, I swear I saw her smirk around my dick in victory.
When I felt like she’d explored for a while, I took over, making good on my promise this time. I held her head still as I increased the pace and fucked her throat until her eyes welled up and spilled over with tears. She kept her eyes on me the whole time, and it wasn’t two seconds later before I was spilling down her throat, my cock pulsing until I was spent completely.
A weird sense of shyness crept in as I realized that my desire to be in charge had disappeared immediately. Now all I wanted to do was gather her into my arms and kiss her all over.
Pulling off, she kept her eyes on me as she purposefully swallowed and smiled, reassuring me that she was good. I offered one in return before going to her wrists and untying them. As soon as the ribbon was released, she didn’t move, and I was quick to say, “You can move freely now.”
Rolling her shoulders as she pulled her arms forward, she reached up to wipe the tears from her face. Walking back to her front, I offered her my hands, which she took and allowed me to pull her up. I kept a hold of her hands and guided them to my lips so I could kiss every inch of her red skin.
When I was satisfied I’d kissed all of it, I released her hands and asked, “Was that okay?”
“Absolutely. It was unexpected, obviously,” she admitted with a light shrug of her shoulders, “but I surprisingly really enjoyed it. Plus,” she added before trailing off and glancing at my chest before coming back to my face, “I kind of love that this is our little secret. No one outside of these walls knows this new dynamic between us, and it turns me on.”
Her words struck a chord with me, and I found myself nodding in agreement and murmuring, “You’re right. No part of me wants to have this control outside of here, so what the outside world will see is the piece I allow them to. Only you know all of me.”
It was our secret.
She shocked me by reaching up onto her tiptoes and tugging on my neck until our faces were inches apart. “Thank you for trusting me enough to share that part of you. I love you.”
Wrapping my arms around her back, I pulled her snugly against myself before picking her up and carrying her to the bed. “I love you too. Now let’s make sure you’re satisfied before we leave this little bubble.”
Letting her fall back against the bed as her hair fanned out around her, I couldn’t help but grin.
So damn perfect.
