"What, you mean because I'm so jealous of you?"
"Jealous?"
"Yes. And proud. The way you went out there and handled all those beautiful men. I don't know if I would have had the confidence to do that. And the way you hugged Gabriela and got cum all over her. That was priceless."
I couldn't help but smile. I should have known Kristen would have my back. She was the best. Knowing there was someone in the world who didn't think I was a disgusting whore significantly improved my mood.
"So it was awesome, wasn't it?" she asked.
"I don't know." I hadn't really thought about how I felt during it, just how horrible I felt when it was over. I laughed.
"Oh my God, you loved it!"
"I didn't love it." I could feel my face turning red. "I don't know, it was weird. And this doesn't make it any better, but it seemed like Bryce was all around me. I felt comfortable despite being in front of all those people. It was...intoxicating."
"See, I knew I should be jealous."
"Ugh," I said with a laugh. "I wish it had been you."
"Me too."
I shook my head. "You're so ridiculous."
"I'm ridiculous? You're the one that doesn't realize how big of an opportunity this is. You could have your own reality TV show now. Everyone gets their start these days by leaking a sex tape."
I started laughing. And once I had started, I couldn't seem to stop.
"Can I please be on your TV show?" Kristen said as she gasped for air through her own laughter.
"Absolutely." It felt so good to laugh after my week of shame hibernation.
Kristen got up and grabbed a bottle of wine. "Okay, so you know I need all the juicy details, right?"
I put my hand over my eyes. "What details?"
"Like how it felt to have Python's enormous thunder cock inside of you."
We both burst into laughter again.
Chapter 52
Alina
"So what are the odds that my family saw the full video?" I asked. Kristen and I had just pulled into my neighborhood. We were on the way to my house for my welcome home dinner, and I was getting more nervous with every second that passed.
"I don't know," said Kristen. "They had to have been watching the tiebreaker, right?"
"Not necessarily. Everyone thought it was going to be you dancing until a few minutes before. But let's assume they were watching. What would they have seen?
"Okay, so they definitely saw that your backup dancers got naked and that you took your bra off, but that was all censored. I think the broadcast cut out before you started giving head. And then it didn't come back on until Owen Harris gave you the towel."
"Hmm...so they heard what the judges said to me." I tried to recall exactly what the judges had said to me, but I couldn't remember for sure. "I think that French lady said the most. Do you remember if she specifically mentioned that I had sex?"
Kristen shrugged as she turned into my parents' driveway. "I don't know, Alina. It'll probably be pretty obvious if they know or not. And if it isn't, I'll help you figure it out."
I took a deep breath and we walked to the front door.
"Don't be nervous," said Kristen. "Your parents will still love you no matter how much of it they saw."