Tori
WE BARELY HADTIME TO look at one another before leaving my house and getting into Phoenix’s Bronco. I thought for sure he’d talk to me during the ride, but we stayed silent. I didn’t know what to say to him, and it seemed he didn’t know what to say to me. Once again, my thoughts started to get away with me.
I felt stupid for thinking he would be interested once again. But as always, Phoenix seemed to pull me from my negative judgements. It wasn’t right away, but it was worth the wait to hear his positive compliments. I felt on top of the world. He didn’t stop there, all throughout dinner he gave me compliments, stroked my hand, and provided me his undivided attention. I knew the goosebumps gave away my reaction to his touch, and I didn’t care. I ached for more, especially since I couldn’t seem to stop staring at him.
He had a way of making me feel like a Queen. Like, for instance, bringing me to place where he knew I didn’t fit in. Did I mention how gorgeous the restaurant was? It was like nothing I’ve ever seen in my life and made for those who could afford to eat there. Right as we walked in, I felt out of place, it didn’t get better when I sat at the table. I had no clue which utensil to use. Then, Phoenix put me at ease by admitting he had no clue either. Right away, I eased up on my nerves. Phoenix had that way about him, knowing exactly what I felt and commenting and changing my frame of mind.
He was attentive and did I mention attractive? Oh my, from the moment I saw him standing in the living room waiting for me, I swooned. He was, by far, the sexiness guy I’d ever been with. He wore a white suit. A white, suit! And he stood out with a blue tie, matching my dress. I thought that was thoughtful and wanted to mention how amazing he looked but never got the chance until after he commented on my looks.
To top it off, he was much more dashing when he helped me out of the Bronco in the school’s parking lot. If a guy could make a girl feel worthwhile, it would be by being chivalrous. He focused on me and made sure I was taken care of even if I didn’t need the assistance. It was nice to be noticed.
Now, we were arm and arm. Phoenix led me to the front door of the school where the decoration adorned the brick. I remembered screeching at how gorgeous the decor was, but it was even prettier up front and personal. So far, everything Phoenix did was engrained in my memory. I doubt I would ever forget this night, regardless if our paths weren’t meant to stay entwined.
“Ready?” Phoenix asked. His forehead was wrinkled, he lifted his eyebrows as if waiting for my response. He took that moment to place a white and blue corsage on my wrist, and then started to pin one above his chest.
The flower was beautiful and matched both of our outfits perfectly. I smiled at the nice gesture and placed my hand in his.
“As ready as I’ll ever be,” I replied, and meant it.
I looked forward to seeing what the rest of the night held. As soon as we strolled through the school’s doors, the bass of the music assaulted my ears. It was loud, louder than any place I’d been to so far.
“Here,” Phoenix said. He handed me ear plugs. “Put these in your ears. Trust me, you’ll be grateful, otherwise, your ears will be ringing the rest of the night and the next day.”
“Thanks,” I said as I put the small material in my ears.
Immediately, the noise from the school dimmed. Everyone was muffled but it wasn’t so bad that I couldn’t make out what was being said. After plugging our ears, I followed Phoenix into the main area of the dance. The second we walked into the room; the music’s tempo had changed. People were getting closer as a slow song started to play.
“Just in time,” Phoenix grinned as he looked at me. “May I have this dance?”
I immediately became worried. I thought we would sit at the tables and talk so I could loosen up before actually dancing. Instead, I’m not relaxed and he’s wanting to dance. I guessed with him being the perfect gentleman tonight, I could put my anxiousness to the side and dance.
He placed both hands on my cheeks, “stop allowing your brain to work against you. It’s just a dance. I don’t mind if you step on my feet. I’ll still dance with you on them.”
I laughed, and knew he said that to calm my nerves. Gosh he was amazing; I fell even deeper into the chasm of love. I just hoped he wasn’t planning on breaking my weak heart because I didn’t think I could handle it.
I once again I placed my palm into his hand, and he guided me to the middle of the dance floor. He tugged me close not allowing an inch of separation between us as he guided my steps. As soon as I got closer, I was wrapped up in his masculine scent. I was happy and didn’t want the night to change. I looked up into the green and blue swirls of his eyes and saw how much he cared. It seemed as though I was the only one in the world for him, and it made me elated knowing I’d captured someone like Phoenix.
A few more songs played. Some were a faster beat while others slowed down the atmosphere of the room. On the fourth slow song, Phoenix seemed to change as if he wanted to say something or show me something. I wasn’t sure what he was thinking, but it wasn’t like he was being mean or too clingy, he was just perfect. I continued to enjoy the feeling of his body once again plastered to mine.
He swooped down and merged his lips with mine. I knew it was forbidden and against the rules to make out on school property, but Phoenix didn’t seem to care. Either that or he couldn’t help himself. I felt the bulge of his manhood through his tux that’s how close he held onto me.
Our tongues dueled and my skin started to become sensitive from the feelings he created in me. I instantly wanted to find a room, away from the world and do more than kiss.
He removed his lips and leaned his forehead against mine. “I love you. God, you’re more perfect than you will ever know. My favorite person in the world, I want more of this, more time together.”
I allowed our heads to stay connected as our hips swayed to the music. I figured this was probably why he was so different. He probably didn’t want to reveal his feelings and scare me away.
He cradled me gently against his torso, I couldn’t help but allow my eyes to dampen from the words exiting his sexy lips. He loved me, no one else but me. He wanted me, all of me. If it were possible to be carried away by clouds, I’d be on cloud nine right now. As it were, Phoenix held me grounded to the earth continuing to bare his soul to me.
“I know you’re worried about us, about our future. I mean, we’ve only known each other for a short amount of time, but I feel like I’ve known you forever,” Phoenix said. “You’re the one. My heart and soul, and I don’t want to navigate my future without you by my side, supporting one another.”
I nodded my head and in turn, his moved as well since he was still leaning against mine. “I feel the same way. I think I fell in love with you when I noticed you the first day at school. I just didn’t think I was good enough for someone of your caliber.”
He clucked his tongue. “If anything, it would be the other way around.”
“Yeah, right.” I vehemently denied, “You’re amazing in every way. Every girl at school will say so.”
“That may be so, but I only have eyes for one girl,” Phoenix admitted, “and she’s standing before me, listening to me reveal my secrets.”