Tears spike her eyes and her breath shudders out of her. "That's a really good reason. I think...I love you too." She curls her lips in before going on, "But I'm really worried that I'm not at a good place right now to think about kids. I really don't want to have to choose between them and my career even though I want both."
"Then we just call bullshit and wrap it up when we make love. If you're not ready for a baby we won't be having one until you are. But," I bracket her head in between my hands and look down at her. "I know that no matter what you want you can do it. So if you want to have a family and a career you'll find a way to do both and you won't have to sacrifice one for the other and the best thing of all is I'll be by your side every step of the way helping you figure it out. So tell me sweets, am I going to have to go out and buy condoms for tonight because I will, I just need to know."
She licks her lips and my eyes follow not losing track of the sheen it leaves behind. "I think I want you to..." I hold my breath fully expecting to have to postpone our loving time so I can make a mad dash to the nearest store with condoms on the shelves, "give me a baby."
"You have to be sure, Monica." Even though I want her to be sure I also want to hear her say she loves me enough to make a life together.
"I am." She twirls the hair by my ear around her finger and a shiver courses through my body. "I want a part of you inside of me. We'll figure out how I'm going to tell the studio later."
"Sweets, you don't have to tell them a damned thing. Why do you think I didn't book you for any more movies after so long?"
Her little mouth falls open and makes me painfully aware of the zipper butchering my dick. I might have to peel it off of me and have a permanent scar there because of that little mouth.
"You weren't lying. You really did want to have children with me right from the beginning."
"Fuck yes. Why do you think I was trying to tell you everyone else with a dick had some sort of venereal disease?"
She gives me a wide smile this time and has my heart kicking up a notch. That smile is going to make millions of people fall in love with her but at the end of the day she's coming home to me.
Chapter Eight
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Monica
"Now let's take your little jewelry out and let me fuck you until there's a baby inside."
Vin has a way with words. He makes me laugh even when I am all nerves about being with him tonight. All I can think about is what if I'm no good at this? What the hell am I going to do to keep a man like Vin home with me if I suck at...well sucking and doing all the other stuff too?
"Sweets, don't overthink it. Roll over and get on your knees."
"Don't you want me to take my skirt off first?" I mumble to him since my head is still close to the fluff on the bed.
"Oh no, sweets, that's the part that makes it so dirty." He flips my skirt up over my ass and runs his hands down the globes of my ass. I've been on the edge all day just from walking around with the thing inside of me. Having his big hands on me too is going to guarantee that I cum quickly.
He takes my wrists in his hands and pulls them to my ass cheeks. "I want you to hold them open for me so I can see everything. Hold them nice and tight, Sweets."
My breath is sawing out of me as I wrap my hands around the softer part of my body. I cannot believe I am doing this and with a man so damned hot he could melt plastic. When his lips come close to where I have myself spread open for him I very nearly fall of the bed. He's tonguing parts of me even I haven't seen before. It's not like I masturbate in front of a mirror. How self-centered do you have to be to do that? Unless that's your kink then, by all means, let your flag fly how ever you like.
His kiss runs from the front of my dripping pussy to the back where my asshole is spread open around his little present still inside of me. His tongue rims the edge of the warm metal and despite this probably being embarrassing I find myself starting to relax into his kiss. He kisses the lips of my pussy like he does my mouth, slowly and purposefully and like he has all night. I shift on my knees and moan a little.
In this position, I wonder if I look like a cat in heat. What the hell would my mom think if she could see me now considering the woman told all of America that I'm a loose kneed whore in the first place? God I am so glad she didn't ruin sex for me. Even if she had I think being with Vin would have changed all that. He makes me feel amazing with the dirty things he does to me.
He slowly pushes one of his fingers just slightly in the rim of my virgin hole and I start to tense again before I realize he's not going to just plunge in and take me. He's never going to be that kind of man and I am so lucky I found him. My trust in him helps me relax back into his hold and his fingers dance up to my clit causing even more wetness to leak from me. He slowly rubs back and forth like he's massaging me there instead of performing a sex act. I don't know how or when this man gained my complete trust but he has it.
He shows me I am safe with him in the things he does, how he treats me and how he takes care of me. Ever since I met him he's been looking out for me, no one in my life has ever done that for me with the exception of Cora of course. But then Cora sent me right into the arms of Vin that very first night.
He takes the end of the plug and gives a gentle pull. My breath catches in my throat but he doesn't go any further than just jiggling it inside of me.
"You're pretty little pussy likes when I pull and push. You're gushing, Sweets."
It's not like I can deny it when he had a clear view.
"You want me to ass fuck you with this little plug don't you? You want me to own this beautiful body and show you all the ways we can love each other, don't you? Tell me again."
"I love you, Vin." My voice goes soft and breathy in the middle because Vin pulls the plug out further and spreads me wider. The burn is so delicious it bypasses the pain if there is any and this is how it is going to be when he takes my virginity. "I love you."
This time I end on a moan as he slowly fucks the plug into my sensitive ass. I don't know if I'll survive before he pulls the plug all the way out, I might die before that happens. He reaches for the bedside table and I see him take out the lube. He lets a drop drip onto the small base of the plug and starts rocking the thing back and forth and turning it. My grip loosens on my ass cheeks and I forget to hold myself open for him. He gives me a sharp swat to remind me. It's meant to punish but all it does is send me into hyper-drive. I start moaning and crying out. Every shake of my thighs, gasp of my breath or tightening of my body is followed by the sound of his name.