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With my name on his lips, I don't think I've ever seen him so sexy, not in all the online photos and not in any movie. Not once since he's been here did he look as sexy as he does at this moment.

Neither of us moves as we regain our breath.

"How did I not notice it's still raining out?" I give a lifeless chuckle.

"I would like to think I was a big part in distracting you," he says and kisses the top of my head.

"Best distraction ever," I mumble and snuggle into him.

"Baby, I want to snuggle with you, but I need to get cleaned up," he says, reminding me I just made him cum in his pants. That puts a smile on my face.

"Okay, if you must." I sigh and roll off him.

He sits up and eyes me over, and I remember I'm in the thin tank top with no bra and the tiny little cotton shorts I love to sleep in. I smile at him, and the heat in his eyes makes me feel so beautiful.

His eyes on me, he reaches up and hooks his finger in the top of my tank top and slowly pulls it down, exposing one breast. He leans in and takes my nipple into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it before pulling back and replacing the tank top where it was.

Then he gets out of bed, leaving me wanting more, and the smirk on his face tells me he knows exactly what he did. He disappears into my bathroom, and it hits me. I just dry-humped Kade Markson. I made Kade Markson cum in his pants.

Only, I have a hard time reconciling my Kade who was just in bed with me as the same Kade in the movies and online. He’s just not the same person, and my mind can't wrap around it.

When Kade steps out of the bathroom, he leans against the doorframe and stares at me. Our eyes lock, and for a long time, we say nothing. Then thunder rumbles, making me jump, and Kade shakes his head.

"Let me run to my room and change and grab my phone, then we can spend the day watching TV?" he asks.

"I'd like that," I say.

He nods and, with one last look, leaves my room. In a mad dash, I grab my phone and run to my walk-in closet, closing the door and changing my clothes as I call Brynn.

She barely answers when I tell her to just listen, and I spill everything that just happened, then head to the bathroom to brush my hair and my teeth.

"Lin, have some fun. You are fake dating him, so you should get some of the benefits. Just don't let your heart get involved." Brynn gives me the same warning I've been giving myself.

"I won't. Anyway, he wants to watch TV and spend the day together, so will you be okay? It's still storming," I say.

"Yeah, I have some work to do. I can take my laptop into the kitchen so I'm not alone," she says. I know there is more to it than that, but I figure I will let it be until we are in person and I can see her face when we talk.

"Call me if you need anything, okay?" I ask.

"I will, and the same goes for you," she says.

We say our goodbyes, but her words keep floating through my head.

Just don't let your heart get involved.

I told her I wouldn't, but a part of me wonders if it already is.

Chapter 24

Kade

As the cold water runs down my skin, it does nothing to calm my dick. Never mind, I just came in my pants like a horny teenager in the back seat of his car. Never mind we just made the sexiest woman on this earth come, and we now know what she looks like in the throes of passion.

That is exactly the problem. I now know what she looks like, and every fantasy with her just became so much more real. There is no going back. We crossed a line from a fake relationship to the start of a real one, and I don't want to go back.

I don't know if Lin can look past my history and give me a real chance. It's a deal breaker for all the nice girls, and I don't blame them one bit. I wasn't thinking about the future in my younger years. Who does, really?

The only chance I have with Lin seems to be to keep up the pretense of this fake relationship, so that's what I’ll do. I will show her what it would be like to be mine, and maybe at the end of it all, she will give me a shot.

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