Page 58 of The Edge of Falling

"Well, you should," I said as I pushed him down onto the mattress. It was my turn to kiss his chest. I licked his nipples, and he groaned, and then I kissed down his abdomen toward his cock. I stared up at him before I took him in my mouth, and he grunted as I deep throated him, taking him as far as I could. I reached down and gently rubbed his balls as I sucked him, and I felt his body trembling underneath me.

"Fuck," he said. "Oh shit. Oh yeah. Oh, Rosalie." And then I stopped and kissed back up his chest. He growled as he looked at me.

"What the fuck? I was..."

"Well, now you know how it feels," I said with a small smile.

"You little..." He laughed as he reached over to the side table and grabbed something. I realized it was a condom wrapper, and I watched as he opened it up and slipped the condom onto his cock. This was it. I was about to have sex for the first time, and I was so excited.

He positioned himself over me, leaned down, and kissed me.

"Are you sure, Rosalie? Fuck, I can't believe how..."

"I'm sure," I said. "I want you." I reached up and pulled his head down to kiss me, and I felt his hands parting my legs as he positioned his cock between them. I felt his cock rubbing up and down on my clit, and I could feel myself coming slightly. "Oh yeah, baby." I felt the tip of him inside me and I froze slightly.

"Hey, what is it?" He blinked as he pulled up slightly.

"I'm just"—I bit down on my lower lip—"I'm just a little nervous."

"Nervous about what?" he said. "Do you not want to do this? It's fine if you've changed your mind."

"No, I want to," I said breathlessly, "but there's something you should know."

"What?" he said.

"I'm a virgin," I spoke softly, and his eyes widened.

"What?" His jaw dropped.

"I'm a virgin, but it's okay. I..."

"Oh, hell no." He jumped off the bed and looked down at me. "Rosalie, we can't do this."

"What? What do you mean? I..."

"I'm sorry, but..."

"Oliver, is it really a big deal?"

"Yes, it is. You need to put some clothes on, and I need to go shower. We'll talk about this later." And then he hurried out of the room.

Chapter19

Oliver

Iwalked out of the bedroom, grabbed a T-shirt and a pair of shorts, and headed to the balcony.

"Oh shit," I said to myself. I could not believe what had just happened. I'd literally been moments away from taking Rosalie's virginity, and I didn't even know when. I was still hard as hell and turned on, but there was no way I could deflower her. She was Foster's sister. She was someone who deserved the love of her life to take her virginity, to give her everything that she'd ever wanted, and I didn't know if I was that person. Tonight was just meant to be fun. Tonight was just meant to be a little dalliance.

When she'd pressed herself against me on the couch, telling me she wanted to thank me, I thought she'd been joking. I hadn't expected it would go this far until we'd hit my bedroom. And then when I'd seen her beautiful naked breasts and when her mouth had sucked on my cock, I'd known she was serious, and I'd known I wouldn't be able to stop. I'd known I'd wanted her too badly. It had felt amazing the way her fingers had touched my skin, the way she kissed me eagerly, the way she reacted, the way her back arched, when I'd almost made her come. And then when I'd been on top of her, about to thrust inside her, the way her eyes had widened in shock and glee and surprise.

"Fuck," I said as I ran my hands through my hair. I didn't know what I was going to do. If Foster knew what we'd almost done, he'd kill me. He would absolutely kill me.

"Oliver, can we talk about this?"

Rosalie stepped out onto the balcony wearing just the T-shirt. I looked down at her naked feet and shook my head.

"Um, what do you have on underneath that T-shirt?"

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