Page 36 of The Penalty Shot (Totally Pucked 5)

And that scares the hell out of me.

Chapter Thirteen

Asher

“Hey Killer,have you seen my cumberbun? I need it for an event next week, and I thought I left it hanging in the laundry room,” I say, opening her door and waltzing through.

Auden yelps then slams her computer shut so hard that she had to have broken the damn screen. She quickly pushes it away from her.

“Hi, uh, yes, I don’t know,” she mumbles.

“Shit, I’m sorry, babe, I should’ve knocked.” I notice that she’s completely flushed and fidgeting nervously with her hair.

Wait…what exactly did I just walk in on?

Grinning, I lean against the doorframe and cross my arms over my chest. “What were you doing on the laptop, Auden?”

“N-nothing, just looking at Pinteres-s-t,” she stammers, tucking her long hair behind her ear as she avoids my gaze.

Oh hell, she is so fucking lying. Now I want to know even more what is causing her to be so nervous and flustered.

I walk toward her, and she slides the laptop farther on the bed with each step I take. Alright, baby, you want to play, then let's play. I fake left and snatch the laptop up in my hands with a shit-eating grin.

“Let’s see what’s really got you this flustered.”

“Asher, no. Put it down. Ugh, please?” She stands and tries to yank it out of my hands, but I hold it above her head, and considering our height difference…she doesn’t even get close.

“Then tell me why your cheeks are so red. You know I’m going to open this and find out.”

Slumping down on the bed, she puts her head in her hands and groans. “Fine. Okay. It’s… porn. I’m so embarrassed.”

“Baby, I’m a wall away, you know anytime you want to come, I’ll gladly do so with my tongue, or my fingers or-”

“I know.” She interrupts me, pulling her head up and holding my gaze. “I- I just wanted to look and see what…turned me on.”

Fuck, my girl wants to explore. Wait, is she my girl? It sure fucking feels like it.

“I think it’s a great idea, and you have nothing to be ashamed of. Auden, look at me.” I pull her chin up with my fingers. “There’s nothing wrong with exploring sex and finding out what turns you on and what doesn’t. Come on, let’s look together.”

Hesitantly, she scoots over in the bed, making room for me, and I lie on my side next to her as she opens the computer back up.

I glance at Auden, whose eyes are wide and unsure, and bite back the groan rumbling in my throat.

Fuck, fuck fuck.

“How about you pick something…that makes you ache right here” I bring my hand to her core and rub my fingers over her lightly, causing her to shiver. “And we do it. Whatever you want, we take our time and make sure it’s something you like.”

“Asher, I can’t- I’m so embarrassed, I might die.”

“Baby, you have nothing to be embarrassed about. Everyone watches porn; it’s perfectly natural.”

I hate that she feels so uneasy about sex and feeling pleasure. It makes me hate her parents for all of the shit they’ve put in her head.

She looks at me, then back at the computer, before picking it back up and clicking the homepage. I watch as she scrolls through the videos, never spending long on one, until she finally turns the screen toward me.

“What about…this one?” she asks meekly. She’s so damn shy, and it’s so damn cute.

“Press play, baby.”

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