Page 44 of The Penalty Shot (Totally Pucked 5)

Last night, when we went for a night swim, we spent most of the time talking and getting to know each other and somehow…we got on the topic of masturbating.

I told her an embarrassing story about the one time my mom found socks in my closet, which I never want to talk about again, but it helped her loosen up and laugh with me. She admitted she’s never even owned or tried any type of toy. I’m not surprised, not really, because there are more things that Auden hasn’t done, than things she has.

She’s barely even used her own fingers to bring herself to orgasm.

There’s a primal, possessive part of me that fucking roars every time I think about the things we’ve explored together so far, and the pleasure that I’ve brought her.

No one has ever tasted her pussy but me.

It got me thinking that, even though we’re taking things slowly, I can still introduce new things. She can make a decision on whether or not she enjoys it. But, if there’s any indication of how things have progressed, and the things that she likes…I think she might be a little bit kinky.

Just fucking like me.

Warmth spreads in my chest at the thought of her on her knees, tied up, waiting for me to fuck that pretty mouth.

I hope like fuck I get the opportunity to explore the dirtier, rougher side of things with her.

Putting my truck in park, I hop out and lock it then pull the baseball cap from back pocket and secure it low on my head before entering the adult store. I’m here under the radar, or so I fucking hope.

I want to get Auden a toy she can use alone, or with me, and feel more comfortable with exploring her own body. Scanning the aisles, I head to the vibrators, and quickly find one that’s small and focused on G-spot pleasure. I grab it, along with a bullet, and head to the more…adventurous aisles.

There’s a bunch of things I see that I’d love to try with Auden; my favorite thing about her is that there’s an openness about the things we’re willing to do. She trusts me to take care of her, and that’s what I will always do.

I grab a few more toys that I think she would enjoy, along with a cock ring for me, and take them to the cashier. She smiles while checking me out, and then throws in a free bottle of lube with my purchase, which has me grinning.

Auden might have a heart attack if I bring out a bottle of lube before she’s ready.

The entire ride home, I visualize using these on her. When I pull up at the apartment, I shoot her a quick text and let her know that I’m going to set the table for dinner and change. I take the toys, flowers and wine upstairs, and once inside, I put the wine in the fridge then put the flowers in a cup of water, because I’m not sure if she even owns a vase.

After setting the table, I sit at the kitchen table and work on the sketch I’m completing of Auden.

I’ll never fucking forget the look of reverence mixed with shock on her face when she saw it the other night. I hadn’t planned on showing her until it was finished, but I fell asleep while working on it.

It’s like…she couldn’t wrap her head around the fact that I honest to God see her that way. She doesn’t believe that she’s so fucking beautiful it takes my breath away.

And I’m going to prove it to her. No matter how long it takes. I want her to look in the mirror and see what I do daily.

I’m not sure how much time passes when I hear a key slide into the lock, and Alex and Auden walk through. Alex’s talking a mile a minute about a new art project, and he excitedly walks over and fist bumps me.

“Asher, you’ll never believe it. My art teacher picked me out of five kids to be featured in the art showcase!” His blue eyes light up as he tells me, and fuck, my chest swells with pride.

Shit. That’s a huge deal for Alex. I’m so proud of him.

“Dude, that’s amazing. I’m not surprised, but hell yeah!”

Auden narrows her eyes at me with a small smirk that says, ‘language.’

"Yeah, I have to create a brand-new, one-of-a-kind exhibit to be featured for the entire school. I already have so many ideas.” He bounces around. “And the best part is…if I win…I get a thousand dollars. Do you know how many art supplies I can buy with that?”

“Wow. Better get busy then, huh? You’re going to kill it, kid, I know it. I can’t wait to see.”

“I’m going to go to Callum’s for a while, he got the new Mortal Kombat. I finished my homework. Can I?”

Auden nods. “Yes, but be home before seven, okay?”

“Yes!” He bounces towards the front door without another word, then disappears out of it, leaving Auden and me alone in the living room. She’s set her purse down on the table and walks over to where I’m sketching, peering onto the paper.

“It still takes my breath away.” She nods at the drawing.

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