Page 98 of Love is Strange
I think of her all the time. I want to touch her but I’m afraid I won't be enough for her. I can feel she has feeling for me too, when we kiss, when we touch. I told her I would visit her tomorrow but I need to see her today.
Celeste
I didn’t hearmy bedroom door open as I lay on my bed pleasuring myself, thinking of Lisbet. My eyes flew open when I heard an intake of breathe that wasn't mine. Lisbet was staring at me.
We stared at each other for a few moments when I reached my hand out. She walked over slowly. I sat up and kissed her. Like I’ve never kissed her before. I could only hope I wasn’t reading the situation wrong. Her enthusiasm told me I was right about the attraction from both sides.
She pushed me back down on the bed as she got undressed. She was a beauty. She went straight to my sweet spot, in between my legs. I spread my legs wide to allow her in. She timidly licked up and down. My body was on fire already. Knowing she was actually there, was pushing me over the edge. She became more forceful as she started to feel more confident. When she found my swollen nub, she suctioned on it. I almost flew off the bed. I put one hand on the back of her head, willing myself not to mash her face into my needy pussy, but I was ready to explode.
She gripped tightly onto my legs and sucked for all that she was worth. I exploded all over her face. She slid up me with the sexiest grin I think I have ever seen. We kissed until we were out of breathe. She was gyrating her hips on top of mine causing this lovely friction. Suddenly she went taut and her eyes were really big.
“Ahhh", she moaned, her orgasm was coming strong, “I don’t.”
I kept the motion going so it would continue. “Shh, it's ok, ride it out baby girl.”
I could tell she hadn't expected to orgasm from that. I could feel her whole body shivering and her toes were curling. She moaned really loud and her breathing was fast and intense. Then she let a long breathe out and relaxed on top of me.
“That – that was amazing.” She muttered.
“Yes it really was.”
“Celeste?”
“Hmmm?”
“I think I’m falling for you.”
“Thank the fuck because I already fell for you.”
Smiling, I ran my fingers through her hair as she drifted off to sleep.
Lisbet
Celesteand I decided it made more sense for us to move into one place, so since my house was paid for, that was where we chose.
She helped me pack up and get rid of a lot of my parent's things. We shipped a lot to Goodwill and threw a lot of nonsense stuff away.
We decided to keep her bed though. It was where we had our first intimate encounter so it had sentimental value.
Being at my house afforded me more opportunities to make more stuffies. We had a barn outside I could work in. The more I could make, the more I could keep with me forever. Being surrounded by them made my life complete. I could tell it bothered Celeste a little that I had conversations with them but she didn't understand.
Celeste
I’m notsure when I was ever happier. I believe Lisbet was my missing piece. Yes the bedroom stuff was amazing, earth shattering really, but even just the intimacy of snuggling on the couch or holding hands on a walk made me all warm and fuzzy inside. It was hard for me not to think dark thoughts that I understood why Joseph chose her. I was fucked up because of him. But I would never let that leak onto her.
I am starting to worry with how much time she spends with the dead animals. And not only that, she seems to have developed a liking for killing them almost as much as stuffing them. Her old therapist called to check on her but Lisbet refused to talk to her. I want what’s best for her but I won't allow them to lock her up so maybe it's best if they don't have any communication.
I guess I need to look at the animals like they are a hobby. Like my hot yoga I do. Yes it's different as night and day, but all the same, we should all be allowed to have our hobbies.
Lisbet
I didn’t realizethe sun was setting. I have been out here all day. Celeste must be worried. I wish she would come out here with me. She said she understood why I wanted to do it but it creeped her out a bit. Weird that my animals creep her out but she has her two dogs, Shasta and Chaos, and she is fine with them. Oh well. I need to go inside and see her. I miss her. I never thought I could be this happy. Oddly enough, if you think about it, Joseph brought us together. If he wasn’t dead, I would thank him. That makes me laugh.
Celeste
Lisbet comesin with a smile on her face. I love seeing her so happy. I have dinner going in the crockpot so the house smells amazing.
“That smells great.” She squeals as she rushes up to give me a kiss.
