“Spontaneity?”
Not sure I’m his girl in that regard. Sure, I “spontaneously” stole my younger sister from our psycho mother and had her move in with me. But I doubt that “let a fourteen-year-old move into your crappy apartment” is the kind of spontaneity he’s talking about.
He nods. “I like to keep things exciting.”
His words feel like an invitation. One I feel powerless to turn down. I mean, fate got me bumped to first class and then plopped down in this seat next to him. Who am I to refuse destiny, right?
Just as I’m about to fumble my way through something resembling flirting, the plane lurches sideways yet again.
“Shit!” I yelp and clamp my hand down on the armrest.
Correction: arm, not armrest. Russian Guy’s arm, to be specific. There are fingernail indents in his skin by the time I peel my hand off, but I’m too far gone to even apologize. The fear is choking me out and I can’t stop it.
The pilot comes over the speakers to tell everyone to stay calm. But I barely hear him. We’re dying. I’m sure of it. This is the end.
“Hey,” Russian Man says in his unreasonably sexy voice. “Are you okay?”
I should nod or blink or say something. It doesn’t even have to be cute or funny or charming. I should just say a single word, any single word, to let him know I’m not out of my mind.
But I can’t make my body do anything. I’m in fight or flight… while on a flight.
That would be a great thing to say right now! A little quip to impress him. But instead, I shake my head as the plane shakes and rattles again.
Then I stand up and crawl over him. “I’m going to be sick. For sure this time.”
The flight attendant doesn’t even look surprised when she sees me hop up again. She just glares at me and shakes her head.
Once I get close enough, she wags a finger at me. “No, ma’am. You need to sit down right now. If you’re feeling ill, grab the bag between the seats and—”
“I’m going to be sick,” I gasp. It feels like my lungs are going to explode. “I need to—”
Get off this plane, I think. Though that isn’t really an option.
“You need to sit down,” she says again.
She glances down the aisle, and I’m sure she’s looking at an air marshal coming to tie me up in duct tape. I wouldn’t even blame them. I’m being a menace.
But my heart is racing, and—
“Why does this damn plane keep shaking?” I blurt a bit too loud.
The attendant stiffens. “You’re causing a scene. You need to—”
“Let her by,” a deep voice behind me says. I don’t need to turn around to know who it is.
Mortification ripples through me at the knowledge that Handsome Stranger—formerly known as Russian Guy—is witnessing this epic breakdown. But the plane lurches again and I stumble back.
Instantly, one of his strong arms wraps around my middle, holding me steady. I sink into his warmth and sigh without even realizing I’m doing it.
“Open the bathroom,” he orders. “Now.”
The attendant narrows her eyes on me, but even she isn’t immune to Handsome Stranger’s charms and/or implied threats. Her face softens and she spins on her heel, bathroom key in her hand.
She unlocks the door and holds it open. “I don’t want any more trouble. Get her relaxed and find your seats.”
He nods, pushes me into the small space, and pulls the door shut behind us.
I was consumed by fear and anxiety and panic out there, but the moment we’re in the small bathroom together, there is only him. He smells like peppermint and citrus, a bright scent that cuts through the antiseptic haze of the bathroom.