Page 109 of Risks of Temptation
"But…but..."
"Breathe."
I obey, but my chest tightens. I've heard of anal sex but never understood how anything would even fit there.
"The key to everything is to relax. If you relax, and it's done right, you will enjoy it."
"I...the night of...we..."
"Not necessarily. It depends on what Malin and the Global Leaders want. You must prepare. This will help. We will increase the size in a few days."
"What?"
"Emilia, relax, and take a deep breath."
"I don't want to."
"Would you rather not be ready?"
She's right. Oh God.
"If you do not prepare and they choose this for you, he will split you in two. Now submit."
I close my eyes and inhale. My sex begins to pulse. I squirm but can't go anywhere. I try to move my arms, but the spikes from the cuffs poke into me and remind me not to move. "Why am I tingling and feeling hot?"
"It's from the gel. I'm putting this in now." The cold object hits my anus, and I tense up.
"Relax, or this won't go in."
I manage to relax, and she slides it in.
"Oh God! Too much!" I've never felt so full. I might rip from being so stretched. The bottom of the plug hits my cheeks.
She pulls off the glove and tosses it in the trash. "There. You did it."
"How long do I have to sit like this?" I wiggle my lower body as the tingles intensify.
"Until it's over."
"What does that mean?"
Bernadette pushes my hair on both sides behind my ears. "There is no clock in the room, Emilia. No set rules or boundaries exist besides no touching unless Malin gives someone permission. You must deal with things for hours if necessary. Tonight, you will be edged."
"I... I don't know what that is."
She pulls two remotes out of her pocket. "I will control what you feel. If you beg too early, we will stop and start over. If you have an orgasm, I will end it as soon as it begins. When you break tonight, you will then be allowed to beg and get what you want. Now, I must go."
"Where? Don't leave me, please!"
She puts her hand on my cheek. "I cannot stay in this room with you tonight." She points to the corner of the room. "But I will be watching and listening to you. I will check on you from time to time."
"Turn on the lights, at least."
"I'm sorry, I can't."
"Please. I'm... I don't do well in the dark by myself."
"No. Remember, no begging or coming, Emilia." She spins and leaves, shutting the door.
