Page 8 of Heartless
“Luke, back in your room.” Cade’s broad form has turned to face his son, and I can’t help but admire him. The strength he exudes. The ripple in his forearms. The way his Adam’s apple bobs. The way his eyes soften as he stares down at his son.
That’s the real kicker.
“Why?” This kid has his number though. Sapphire eyes widen almost dramatically, and his bottom lip pushes out ever so slightly. “I wanna go play with Summer and her friend.”
He’sprecious.
“No,” his dad says, right as I say, “Sure!”
Cade’s head snaps around, brows harsh slashes across his forehead, the lines there furrowed as though I’ve done something to personally offend him.
“Cade.” Summer props her hands on her hips. “Just let him come hang out for a bit. Maybe it will be okay. Maybe you’ll be pleasantly surprised.”
My eyes bounce between the two of them. Summer, all pint-sized and sweet, Cade, all big and growly.
“Please, Dad?” When Luke’s sugary-sweet voice speaks, he doesn’t look so growly. He looks more...resigned. Tired somehow?
Cade spins on me. “How old are you?”
I straighten, refusing to cower under his piercing gaze. “Twenty-five.”
His throat works as he assesses me again. “Do you have a criminal record?”
“Not a substantial one,” I reply honestly. I got caught with pot once before they legalized it. Sue me for being a fun teenager.
“Jesus Christ.” One thick hand runs through his closely cropped hair as he shakes his head.
“Doyouhave a criminal record?” I cross my arms and arch an eyebrow back at him. If this is the brother I think it is, the one Summer has told me about, then I’m almost positive he’s not some walking, talking angel. And I’ll be the one stuck living with him.
He stares at me. Hard. It feels like it lasts forever. Summer looks between us, and from the corner of my eye I see Luke peer up at his dad and tug at the hem of his shirt. “Can I go play now?”
“Fine.” Cade glares at me when he says it. “But Summer is in charge.”
The little boy squeals and launches off the front porch.
And I just glare back at his dad.
3
Cade
With Luke out of the house, I officially have a little bit of free time. A little bit of time to myself. A little bit of time to relax.
I keep saying I need this, but now that I have it, I’m not so sure I like it.
It turns out that after a lifetime of taking care of people, I’m not great at relaxing. I flick the TV on and try to find something to watch, but nothing appeals to me. I walk over to the bookshelf in my living room, stocked with some classics from my parents and some books I grabbed for myself along the way. Books I thought seemed interesting and then never made the time to read.
I pull one out and flop down onto the couch with it. But when I do, I feel a lump in my back pocket. And then I’m immediately on edge.
Willa.
I don’t even know her last name. I don’t know much about her, really. All I know is that she won’t be good enough to take care of Luke.
She’s nothing like the uninteresting, responsible, asexual nun who also wants to do fun things with an active little boy I’ve had in mind for the job.
I’m not delusional enough to think that person exists, but I keep hoping for that anyway. And Willa isn’t the answer I was hoping for.
Luke’s mom did a number on us. She continues to do a number on us—on me.
