“They’re so beautiful,” he says, giving me the sweetest smile before kissing me and wrapping an arm around my shoulder with Dmitri tucked safely against his chest. He strokes Dominic’s soft hair as our sons drift off to sleep.
“They should be. They look just like you,” I say, making him laugh.
“I see their gorgeous mom in them.” He kisses my cheek and says, “They definitely have your appetite.”
Just the mention of it has my breasts aching. I’ve been nursing them, but, man, it’s exhausting breastfeeding two babies at once.
“Don’t mention appetites or food or breasts.” I shoot him a look that has him fighting back a laugh. “They need their sleep, and I need a break.”
He arches a brow at me. “Oh yeah, have any plans in mind?”
I smile but keep quiet, giving Dominic and Dmitri both a kiss on their soft heads before we carefully put them in their crib. They both let out sighs as if they synchronized it that way, and when their hands touch, they seem to settle into an even deeper sleep. I love how close they already are, and even though I’m sure the two of them will get into some serious mischief when they’re older, I love the bond they share, and I’m so happy we had twins first. I’d like a single birth next, though. A little girl would really complete this family.
“What are you smiling about?” Aleksandr asks, pulling me closer and wrapping his arms around me from behind as we watch our sons sleep.
“I was thinking that all we’re missing is a daughter.” I hurry up and add, “But like a couple years from now.”
He laughs quietly and kisses my neck. “That can definitely be arranged. The pregnancy, I mean. I can’t guarantee a girl.”
I turn my head and look at his smiling, gorgeous face.
“Last Christmas I told myself that every Christmas was just going to get better, and I was right. You made me the happiest man alive by being my wife and loving me and letting me love you, and now you’ve made me a father to two beautiful, healthy sons. Every time I think I can’t possibly get any happier, you prove me wrong,lisichka.”
I cup his face, pulling him closer so our lips are almost touching. “Take me to bed, Sasha. Let me make you even happier.”
He lets out a soft groan before giving my bottom lip a suck and picking me up with an ease that reminds me of how strong he is. I’ve got a long way to go before I lose all the baby weight that carrying twins packed on, but he’s never once made me feel unattractive. While I was pregnant, he couldn’t keep his hands off me, and even after giving birth and all the changes to my body, he still looks at me like I’m the sexiest, most beautiful woman he’s ever seen, just like he did when I first showed him my scars.
As soon as he lays me on the bed and I start tugging on his shirt, he laughs and gets undressed, giving me exactly what I want—an up close and personal view of his gorgeous body.
“Damn, Sasha,” I say, lifting up onto my elbows so I can see him better. He’s already fully hard, and the sight of his big cock always sends a shiver of pleasure straight to my pussy.
“Now you know how I feel every time I look at you,” he says, giving me a wink when I start to blush.
He pulls my yoga pants off and then my top, and when I start to get insecure about my extra weight and stretch marks, he cups my face and gives me the sweetest smile.
“Please don’t hide yourself from me,lisichka. You have no idea how much I love looking at you. Everything about you is perfect to me, baby, every fucking thing.”
I nod my head and relax my arms at my side instead of using them to cover the imperfections that apparently only I can see.
“Good girl,” he murmurs, already bringing his mouth to my inner thigh and kissing his way up my leg. “Now let me worship your body like I want to.”
I lay my head back and grip the blankets when I feel him run his tongue up my wet slit. He keeps his head buried between my legs as I bite my lip to keep from screaming and waking our babies with my release. His lips and tongue keep my body right on the edge of another orgasm, and just when I feel like I’m going to lose my mind from this sweet torture, he gives my clit a soft suck and pushes me over the edge again.
I rock against his mouth, taking as much pleasure from him as he wants to give me until I’m shaking and gasping and clawing at him to bring him up to me because I’m starved for the taste of him and want to feel the heavy weight of his body against mine. I hear the crinkle of the condom wrapper seconds before he’s positioning himself on top of me.
“Sasha,” I moan, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him closer.
“I’m right here, baby.”
I kiss him hard, tasting myself on him and wanting more. Our tongues meet in a hungry kiss as he slides into me, making me groan at his thickness and how perfectly he spreads me wide for him. He fucks me slowly, neither one of us wanting to rush this. Sliding a hand under my ass, he grabs a cheek and tilts me up a bit, making me let out a breathy “Fuck!” at how it makes every stroke feel so much deeper.
He’s hitting everything I need him to, and this time when I start to come, I cup his face and look into the green eyes that I love so much.
“God, I love you,” he says, his voice strained as I clench around him even tighter, forcing him to come with me, and when I feel him pulse inside me, it sends a new wave of pleasure through me, joining us together in the way I love most.
He presses his forehead to mine as I cup his face and wrap my legs tighter around him, locking us together as tightly as I can. He smiles and keeps himself buried inside me just like I like him to.
“I love you, too, Sasha, so much it scares me sometimes. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
His thumb caresses my cheek. “You won’t ever have to find out,lisichka. I’ll always be here, baby.”
He knows I still worry about his work, but his jobs have been few and far between, and I’m holding out hope that maybe he can quietly retire sometime soon. Maybe that’s my naïve optimism shining through, but I don’t care. For now, things are perfect with our healthy twin sons across the hall and my amazing husband looking down on me with so much love in his green eyes. I run my fingers through his soft beard, memorizing every detail of this moment, so excited to see what our future holds.