I nodded in acknowledgment then watched him stride away toward the others. Blake and Emmerich had left, following my orders, with their men in tow. Ansel had disappeared at some point, which left Bodhi and I essentially alone in our own little bubble.
“If this gets to be too much around me right now, I’ll understand,” I told him, fully expecting him to walk away, but he surprised me. There was a breath of silence between us, then he gently grasped my hand.
“Never too much,” Bodhi corrected me, and I turned to look at him. His gaze was steady and unwavering. “You’renever too much. I’m here for whatever you need.”
I searched his face and saw what he was offering. He was offering me control, someone to ground myself in while my life spiraled out of control. I knew they would wait for me before finishing off Joe, so taking Bodhi up on his offer wasn’t something I could pass up right now. Plus, I missed him. I missedus, and I’d be damned if I didn’t need him now more than ever. Leading the way, I pulled him inside, tugging him along until I got to the closest bathroom I could find. I slammed the door shut and wasted no time, crashing our lips against each other’s. We were reconnecting after all this time apart.
Finally.
We came together in a brutal kiss, losing ourselves in each other as we pulled at our clothing. Bodhi’s hands were firmer than normal as he tugged at my dress, and I ripped his shirt off, tossing it aside so I could feel his bare skin.
“Are you sure?” I asked, needing to make sure he was really okay with this.
“Use me, Nic. I trust you to not go too far.”
Trust.
He trusted me even without Oli here to help balance things out and guide us so Bodhi didn’t get triggered. The fact that he trusted me right now, even with everything pushing me over the edge, spoke volumes about how far we’d come.
Leaning forward, I gently kissed him. I cupped his face and moved him just how I wanted him while I deepened the kiss, loving how he moaned into it. My hands ran through his hair before they began their descent toward his jeans. I slowly undid them and pushed them to the ground, smiling against his lips when I felt his bare cock.
“Commando, pet? You really were excited for today.” He blushed and muttered something about not having anything at Sacha’s place. I couldn’t resist the urge to tease him a little bit. “And Sacha didn’t have anything you could have worn?”
Bodhi shrugged, his blush going down his neck now. “I’d rather just go without.”
“Show me how much you missed me, Bodhi,” I commanded, dropping the teasing. “No coming until I say you can.”
He looked around the room like he was trying to figure out how to do what he wanted. “Wish this had been a bedroom.”
“We could always find one,” I told him with a smile. “I have no idea where one is, but I’ve never minded an audience.”
He paused, then a light I’d never seen before filled his eyes. Suddenly, he scooped me up and left the bathroom. We didn’t go far, just out to the living room, and he sat me down on the couch before getting on his knees in front of me. It reminded me of the first time we were together after Oli chased us both. He’d wrung so many orgasms from my body that I was sensitive for days afterward.
He pushed my legs further apart and settled between my thighs. Before starting, he reached up to rest a hand on my slightly swollen stomach, a scared and almost unsure expression flickering on his face. Then he directed his attention to my pussy. A slow lick of his tongue down my center was my only warning before he ate me out in earnest. I cried out his name as he played with my clit and fucked me with his skillful tongue.
My back bowed when he pulled back right before I fell into my orgasm, making me whimper and tug at his hair. I needed more. I tilted my hips and grabbed the back of his head to shove him into my pussy, grinding against him in retaliation.
“You’ve gotten bolder, pet. I’m a fan of it, but teasing has consequences. Eat me out like you mean it, and maybe our reunion will actually include an orgasm for you.”
Bodhi whimpered against me before starting to tongue fuck me over and over again. Repositioning, I propped my feet up on the coffee table, giving me more leverage to keep riding his face while I cupped one of my breasts to play with my nipples. He slid his hands under my ass and pulled me further down, squeezing me hard enough that I knew I’d have bruises later.Fuck yes, I missed this.
When my orgasm got closer, I grabbed his hair and rode him harder, not caring if he could breathe. I fell into my orgasm, losing myself in pleasure while I cried out his name. When he tapped on my thigh, I loosened my hold, loving his shaky breath on my skin. The only thing that topped that was the sight of his face covered in my juices.
Sliding up my body, he smoothly thrust into me before pressing his lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him back. The kiss stayed slow and lazy while I savored the taste of myself on his tongue. His moans and whimpers made me grin, and I pulled back so there was just a whisper of space between us.
“You can come whenever you want, pet. Fill me up to remind me I’m yours.”
“Shit,” Bodhi whimpered, his rhythm faltering before he started pounding into me.
Those rougher strokes tipped him over the edge. We groaned each other’s names as we rocked into each other, savoring the feel ofus. He pressed a quick kiss to my lips before resting his cheek on my chest.
“I love you.”
“I love you too, Bodhi,” I replied warmly, absentmindedly running a hand through his hair.
Heavy footsteps caught my attention before someone cleared their throat behind me. With a big grin, I held Bodhi to me and tilted my head back. Alexei was standing there with a heated look in his eyes.
“Yes?” I asked, not the least bit ashamed. Bodhi shifted against me so he could see who had joined us.