Page 8 of Dirty Crown
It was insane to me now looking back on it, how I could have ever thought they’d turn their backs on me for something that was out of my control. I still felt dirty and shameful about it, and sort of like I cheated even though logically that made no sense, but I also felt loved by all of them. Every time they loved me, they left me better than I was before. Stronger, more determined, and healthier.
“You look pensive,” Archer said, watching me from the seat across the aisle. “You’re not regretting your decision, are you?”
“You mean my decision to leave Maksim’s nipple back there on the floor?” I asked with a grin. “Yeah, I regret not bringing them with us so I could make a lovely set of earrings.”
I held my fingers to my earlobes to pantomime dangling jewelry.
He winced and made a gagging face, but Ryker laughed loudly next to me.
“Now why didn’t I think of that?” he exclaimed. “I’d wear a pair.”
“That’s expected,” Kingston chuckled and closed his eyes again, pretending to sleep in the chair across from me. He didn’t love flying and did best when he was dozing or doing dirty things with me. Since we had hostages, and the flight attendant was so close by, and it wasn’t our private plane, there was nothing dirty being done at the moment.
I wouldn’t have minded, however. I was still throbbing from the thrill of slicing into my captor’s flesh while my Kings played my body like a finely tuned instrument. God, there was something wrong with me. Something deeply fucked.
But I didn’t care. I only cared that I was okay now, I had my loves, and I could indulge my darker fantasies every now and again. Back home when we were boring again, and this whole thing was over, I could play with them and find out if I enjoyed receiving pain or just giving it. I could see the five of us experimenting with more bondage type scenarios, blood play even, nothing too painful of course.
Even now just thinking about it made me squirm in my seat. I was getting myself heated just from the image of my four Kings on their knees in front of me, worshipping my pussy and letting me do whatever I wanted with them.
I let my lids drop and my imagination travel, thinking of cutting them just enough for a single bead of blood to bloom on their skin so I could draw my tongue across it and—
“You’re thinking about sex, aren’t you?” Valen said, interrupting my fantasy.
I looked up at him and he was standing by my seat leaning over and looking down. I blushed and fluttered my lashes.
“Uh, well,” I stammered.
“I could tell,” he said with a crooked smile. “You were licking your lips and had that look on your face.”
“What look?” I asked, a little alarmed that I wasn’t the sophisticated poker faced mysterious woman I thought I was.
“The look like you’re about to dive into an all you can eat buffet,” he laughed. “Like you’re going to stuff yourself until you can’t fit another thing into that tight, sexy body of yours.”
“He’s right,” Archer said. “You always look at us like we’re just big pieces of meat to you. I feel harassed.”
“What?” I gulped. “I don’t think that!”
“You don’t?” Ryker asked and nudged me with his shoulder. “I’m disappointed you don’t objectify me, princess. I work hard on this body so you’ll treat me like your private fuck doll.”
“Did somebody say fuck doll?” Kingston asked, opening his eyes. “I’ll wake up for that, if that’s what we’re doing.”
He smiled at me with an eager look, his fake sleep long gone the minute he thought sex might be on the table.
“Nobody’s fucking any doll,” I said, waving my hand in front of me. “In fact, nobody’s fucking anybody right now.”
“You’ve got that right,” the flight attendant said, rushing down the aisle towards us. “Your, uh, passengers are waking up and they’re pissed.”
From behind the screened off area where we’d unceremoniously dumped Maksim and Avery, I heard a racket. Maksim bellowed about killing us all, and Avery was groaning and moaning about what a cunt I was.
I sighed, looked around at my Kings and shrugged my shoulders.
“I guess one of us has to deal with this.
“This is why we need more sex talk,” Valen said as he stood up. “It makes shit like this easier to deal with.”
And as I stood up to follow him and my other Kings, I had to say I agreed.
I needed a good fuck after all of this, but I didn’t know when we’d ever get the time.
