Page 90 of Surprised By Love

I take a deep breath and I can tell in his eyes he’s nervous about what I’m going to say. “There were times at the beginning of my relationship with Derek when he had made me orgasm with his fingers and the sex wasn’t horrible. But once we got married, things changed and when we had sex, I’d lie there waiting for it to be over. I got good at faking it because if he thought I was coming, it would finish him quicker. When, in fact, I’d never had an orgasm with him inside me before.”

He looks at me as if trying to judge my expression. “Did you—”

“No! It was all real. For the first time ever.” Heat rising to my cheeks.

He cups my face with his other hand and rubs his finger across my cheek. Giving me another dimple filled grin. “Good. And, for what it’s worth. His loss is my gain.”

He kisses me softly. “I can’t wait to try it again.”

And we do… two more times.

I wake up to the smell of bacon, and for a moment, I forget where I am.

Then I realize I’m still in Josh’s bed, naked. I think of the other two times we made love last night, and I smile. The things he did to my body were spectacular.

I didn’t know I could feel or move like that. I sit up and listen. Am I hearing voices? I look over and see a robe draped across the chair. I get up and slide it on, quietly heading downstairs, not wanting to intrude.

Should I get dressed and sneak out quickly? Then I recognize the voice; there is only one. It’s Josh, singing to the radio. It makes me smile. I feel so good I could sing even though I’m horrible at it.

Turning the corner, I see him standing at the stove with only a towel on. He has the most amazing back. I never used to think of someone’s back being sexy, but he is all toned muscle. So sexy. I want to sneak up behind him and kiss his back, but I’m afraid he would startle and with bacon cooking might not be the best idea.

“Morning,” I say, entering the kitchen.

“Hey there, beautiful. What are you doing up? I wanted to bring you breakfast in bed.”

“I woke up and could smell the bacon and I couldn’t help it. I had to come see what you were making.”

He smiles, and his damn dimple makes an appearance. “My mom called and was ecstatic when I told her you stayed the night. She volunteered to pick Amelia up and take the kids to breakfast, a matinee, and then to the park. They won’t be back until midafternoon.”

He turns to deal with the bacon and I wrap my arms around him and start kissing his shoulder blades. I pinch his nipple with my fingers and he tenses, then spins around, grabbing at my wrists, “Hey that’s not playing fair.”

“No idea what you mean,” I say innocently. One thing I found out last night, his nipples are very sensitive and when I licked, sucked or flicked them with my tongue, or pinched them with my fingers, it made him instantly hard.

“No? You don’t?” He takes my hand, placing it on the erection currently fighting against the towel. Begging to be let out. I tug on the towel until it falls to the floor.

“We might have to do something about that,” I say, as I drop my robe to the floor and press my naked body up against his, taking charge of the situation. Something about Josh gives me the courage to do things I’d never done before… I kiss him and run my hand down his well-toned abs to his very erect penis.

“One second.” He turns, so he can shut off the stove, then he is kissing me and moving me back at the same time. Once I’m pressed up against the kitchen island, he bends down, grabbing the robe and laying it down over the island. “Let me get a condom.”

“I’m protected, and I have only been with Derek. If you—”

“I’m clean and I get tested often.” He pauses for a moment. “Are you sure?”

“Yes,” I say, wrapping my arms around him. I stand on my tiptoes and kiss his neck, then his lips.

He lifts me onto the island and spreads my legs, taking a second to stroke my already wet centre. “Now,” I say, as I reach between us and guide him into me.

He fills me with one quick thrust.

I moan and wrap my legs around his waist. Pulling him in, I kiss him with a passion and need I have never felt before. I can’t get enough of him. I can’t believe I’ve gone so long without knowing how good it could actually be.

“We don’t have to go slow this time,” I whisper.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.” I grin.

He kisses me fiercely as he brings his hands to my breasts. I arch my back and he kisses my neck. As he pumps in and out, his lips graze down my neck, to my shoulders, as his hands pay attention to my nipples. Lightly pinching, flicking and squeezing them. Bringing me closer and closer.

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