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I didn’t even knowwhat I was doing there.

It was late, and I had received a text from Xavier earlier that he wouldn’t be home until later.

I should have gotten ready for bed once I finished my dinner.

Not stand outside at his front door, debating.

It wasn’t like I hadn’t been in here before.

If there was anything that might tell me more about him, wouldn’t I have found it already?

Except, I had always been with Xavier, and there wasn’t really time to explore his apartment.

But if I do this, our relationship would go back a step… or two.

I would essentially be saying that I didn’t trust him.

But I did.

I trusted him with my safety.

I trusted him not to hurt me. To protect me.

But I didn’t trust him to not lie to me.

I had never caught him in a lie, but I knew he omitted things.

My hands shook as I inserted the key into his apartment, jumping a little when the lock clicked.

I didn’t know what I was expecting.

For the key to be a false one?

For him to lie about this?

But he didn’t because I was now looking inside his dark apartment.

Slowly, I walked inside and closed the door behind me, turning on the hallway light.

It felt eerie like this.

Or maybe it was because I was doing something I wasn’t supposed to do.

Was I about to discover something about the man I was falling for that I wouldn’t like? Something that would make me run?

I didn’t know.

I looked around his living room first, and when I found nothing out of the ordinary, I moved to his bedroom.

There was nothing under his bed or between the mattresses. I went inside his walk-in closet. The man really did live on dark jeans, dark t-shirts, and black boots. He had two leather jackets with some symbols on them, but other than that, nothing was interesting about his walk-in closet.

I moved to the drawers next, opening them and taking in the contents. It was all so normal.

There wasn’t anything bad hidden inside.

I found a gun under his mattress by the pillow, which was the most interesting thing so far.

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