Every touch feels like it’s burning, like he’s leaving tangible marks on my skin. I feel like I’m melting in his hands.
I want more. We’re in the middle of an alley and the night air is cool, but I don’t care. I just know I want Connor to keep touching me, and I want him to show me just how much he means it when he says I’m the only woman he cares about.
Connor spins me around suddenly, his hands on my waist. I’m breathless as he nudges my legs wider, his hands gripping my thighs. I can feel him shove my dress up without another thought, the silk brushing against my skin, tantalizingly cool.
My heart races. I know this isn’t going to slow down. He’s not going to take a second to think and neither am I.
He shoves my panties to the side, not even pausing to pull them off. It’s so sudden that I don’t expect it, and I definitely don’t expect the way he starts to finger me almost immediately.
I gasp, moaning as I press against the wall. The brick is cold against my cheek as I press my hands to the wall, trying to hold myself up. Connor slides a finger inside me, not even pausing to ease in. He adds another finger, stretching me as he starts pumping them.
There’s no slow teasing happening at all, just hard and fast need.
I can feel how wet I am. I gasp against the bricks as Connor works me open. He leans in close, his breath hot on my neck, and I can barely think straight.
“This is all I want, you hear me, angel? Your pussy is the only one for me.Youare the only one for me.”
He moves his fingers inside me, then uses my arousal to slick my ass. It’s such a foreign sensation that I tense for a second, but he stretches me so easily that I forget my reservations. I forget everything Dmitri ever did to me, forget everything I think I know.
Connor’s breath ghosts against my neck when he whispers by my ear, husky and low.
“How does that feel? Want more?”
I gasp when he stretches me wider, his other hand rubbing my clit. It feels incredible, good but burning at the same time. My knees shake as I try to stay upright. I don’t even try to bite back my moans as Connor works faster.
“That’s it,” he says, his fingers sliding into my pussy as his other hand works my ass open. “I know you like it. Tell me. Tell me you like this.”
“I do,” I gasp, my voice shaking. I can feel my cheeks burning.
Part of me is embarrassed. I can’t imagine if people can hear us from the street on the other side of the building. I don’t know if at any moment, someone could walk out and find us.
The thought of being discovered just makes me want it even more. I can’t help the thrill I feel, the arousal of doing something risky, something that could end with us getting caught. I don’t even care who might find us. I almost don’t care if they see. I almost want them to, want them to know how much we’re doing this just for each other.
“I know I promised to fuck you at home, but I can’t fucking wait that long,” Connor murmurs in a ragged voice. “I have to be inside you. And I want your pretty little ass this time. I want to claim every inch of you, angel, so you’ll never doubt for another second that you’re mine. That I’m yours.”
A sobbing breath escapes me as I nod wildly. “Yes. Please! Take it. Take me.”
Connor doesn’t say anything else before he slides his cock inside me, slow at first, the burn of it making me shake. I can feel him filling me up, sliding into my ass so slowly it’s torture. His other hand plays with my clit, teasing me into pleasure.
I feel like I’m falling further into bliss than I’ve ever been with him before. He keeps going, keeps pushing into me, and my legs shake so much I can barely stand up. His free hand is at my ass, gripping me tight as he fills me up.
He uses my arousal as lube, slicking his cock with it as he works his way relentlessly deeper. When he finally bottoms out inside me, the feeling of fullness is so overwhelming that I can’t help it.
I come hard, the orgasm blinding as I squeeze tight around him. Every wave of pleasure is a rush that burns through my veins.
And it feels like it will never stop.
CHAPTER30
Connor
Incoherent whimpers and groans pour from Willow’s lips as she falls apart. Her ass clenches around me, nearly driving me over the edge. She looks fucking beautiful like this, so goddamn perfect that it makes my chest ache. Her thighs shake against my body as I hold her in place, my hand on her waist.
I want to follow her over the edge so badly, but I’m not done yet. I need her to understand exactly what this is.
No matter what this marriage started out as, it’s turned into something real. What I feel for her is fucking real. No other woman exists for me but her.
We’ve come so far together. At the beginning, all I wanted was to keep Willow safe from the men looking to take control of the syndicate. I wanted to get her clean and keep her awake, aware of everything.