I reach my hand up to comb through her hair gently…soothingly.

If this is the last time, I want it to count…

I lay a single kiss on her lips before my hands grab hers. I clasp my fingers around her hands and pin them above her head.

I swallow hard.

This is it.

I watch her movements…her writhing in pleasure…

I freeze.

My breath sounds elevated in my eardrums. It’s slow, but heavy and amplified. Like I’m breathing inside of a microphone.

My tongue swipes her bottom lip.

Her legs widen, beckoning me, and my arousal matches hers. Her heated core welcomes me with a gentle but firm roll of the hips. If only I could forget all of my worry and all of my strife at this moment.

It would be perfect.

But, what was I doing?

I’d never slept with a target before, so I didn’t know how to handle it..

But this is clearly more than that based on the way my stomach churns as I watch her perfectly scrunched face riding out pleasure beneath me…These are feelings. Way more than just sex…

I groan as our hips continue to meet one another, and I tighten my grip roughly around her wrists as I quicken my pace. There’s an anxiety that plagues me with every thrust within her, but it’s not enough to talk sense into me. It’s not enough to stop me. The desire I have for her is too great.

My mind was in a million pieces. I was distracted.

As much as I wanted this and needed this, and as good as it felt, I couldn’t stop thinking about how I was supposed to kill her.

I could feel her tightening around me already. I’m almost ready to explode. I keep getting a flood of emotions, and I know I need to stop, but I can’t. Not until she takes this tumble with me…one…last….time….

She busts free of my grasp and seizes the back of my neck.

I look down at her, a new feeling of invigoration welling inside of me. She’s unlike anyone I have ever been with.

I plunge into her harder…

Faster…

I’m close…

But…

Not without you…

I press my pelvis strategically against her clit as my hips continue to roll. She gasps, clawing me.

I lean down to kiss her neck and the top of her shoulder. My mouth busies itself as quickly as it can as I peck my way down her chest, stopping at her nipple.

My tongue swirls around it, and I suck forcefully.

She arches her back as I bite down, my thrusts growing even more heated, our hot sexes mingling, mixing…fighting….with one another.

There’s a whole new world of sensations.