“You’re a fucking virgin!?”
I don’t say anything but I don’t look at him again either.
“God damn it! Half those men in there would just about kill to get their hands on something as fresh as you. What is wrong with you? What were you thinking? Do you want your first time to be a fast and painful fuck in an alley behind a bar? Is that what you want?”
He’s really angry this time and I can’t help but cry. Big tears start slipping out without me being able to hide them. Then without my consent, a sob breaks free. I turn my head fast, hoping he can't tell but the car jerks to the side of the road and comes to a stop.
“Shit!” this time it’s said a little softer. It only makes me cry harder.
“Look, baby, don’t…don’t cry.” Someone should tell him, that never works to stop tears. It’s the exact opposite of what should be said. He tilts my head up so I have to look at him and for a long time we just sit and stare at one another, “I’m an asshole who just got scared for you.”
That’s a new tactic to use to make someone stop with the waterworks. I sniff, “Scared? For me?”
“Yeah, baby. You have to realize what you look like.” I give him a blank stare. Not really. I mean I understand I’m not a dog or anything and I think I’m pretty sweet. I would be alright as a girlfriend to some guy but the way he’s talking about it I look like a freakin’ movie star or something, which I know is not true.
“Fuck me!” He looks shocked, “You really don’t have a clue. Take my word for it - you’re a dicksicle, something as young and tight as you would be is just about fucking impossible to leave alone.”
I think over what he just said to me, “So…it’s good? I look alright? You think I look alright?”
Chapter Four
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Charlie
I want to laugh at her question but she’s asking it with all sincerity, which makes it even more painful. The tightness in my chest that may or may not be a heart attack, the blood flow to my ever-growing cock, all of it painful over the fact she truly doesn’t understand what a treat she is.
“Fuck No! You look fucking edible, delicious, like something I could eat for fucking days. Better than 'alright'.”
“Eat?” She thinks about it for a few minutes before it sinks in. “Eeeat?”
I nod.
“So…,” she plays with the necklace hanging from her neck and gives me a big watery smile, “do you want to…”
“Don’t!” I stop her before she can speak the question into existence. “Don’t! Go! There!”
To keep myself from doing something I’m going to regret I pull back out onto the road and try to concentrate on driving.
“I’m taking you home!” She slumps back in her seat, but what’s even more telling is the mad little pout she’s rocking on those porn star lips. “But that doesn’t mean I’m leaving your ass alone.”
A look of shock and surprise crosses her face. “What? We can’t…we…my mom and dad are home…”
“I’m not fucking you at your mom and dad’s house. Fucks sake.” I have to keep in mind this girl has never been around a real man. All she knows about are boys who think a car is a grand palace of fuckery and they can do no wrong. Dear Lord! I hope I never have children.
As soon as the goddamn thought crosses my mind, my eyes flit to her little body and I can’t bring it back to anything but the image of this girl knocked the fuck up. As long as it’s mine. Who the hell have I become?
“Nor am I letting your first time be in a car. You deserve better than that. A fuck ton of a lot better.”
I pull into her house. Things are a little different now that she’s eighteen. “Don’t think this is done, sweet thing. And don’t even think for a moment about giving that cherry away to some pimple-faced teenager who won’t respect you right after.”
“You sure have a lot of rules for someone who isn’t my daddy.”
“Yeah, well, maybe I’m applying for the job. Big D not little.”
She gives me a cute as fuck look that tells me she clearly doesn’t understand the difference. I will be happy to clear that the fuck right up for her…but not right now. Now is not the right time. But we will be having time. That is one thing I am sure of. Me and Rani will definitely be having time that will lead to me being a fucking lot more than just her Daddy.
Chapter Five