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I peek over at Jasper now, finding his eyes on me like they often are. But today they aren’t sad. They’re glowing with pride. They sizzle across my skin.
I look back at the two men across from me. “I’m done settling for less than I deserve. Sterling, fuck off forever. Dad, figure out how to deserve a relationship with me. Maybe one day we can talk.”
The chair screeches back as I stand suddenly.
I reach for Jasper’s hand, making an obvious show of doing it in front of them. Then I’m tugging him along, wanting out of this godforsaken restaurant once and for all.
As I brush against Sterling’s arm on my way past, he grabs my bicep. “Where’s the ring? I want it back.”
I circle my arm abruptly, tugging away from him right as Jasper steps in close, looking like he’s ready to murder Sterling for daring to put a hand on me.
“I lost it.” I laugh again and wonder what is wrong with me. Why I have to laugh at the most inappropriate times. Right now I am truly unhinged.
But it’s Jasper who really gets the last laugh when he leans in against my ex’s ear and says, “I fucked that ring right off her finger.”
I wish I could commission an artist to paint the expression on Sterling’s face when that blow lands. It would be money well spent.
Jasper guides me out of the restaurant. We take the exact path we took all those months ago. Except everything is so different now.
So up in the air.
So unplanned.
So . . . happy.
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Roman:Management and ownership are all on the same page. I relayed everything we talked about. I just wish I could be a fly on the wall when they tell this fucker to take a hike.
Jasper:Thanks, Coach.
Roman:I’ve always got your back, Jasper. Now go get the girl.
Ishove that heavy wood door open, sucking in the frosty December air. It smells like snow and exhaust. And it tastes likes freedom.
“Never take me to that fucking restaurant again,” I say, right as I turn to tug Sloane into me. Her lips are the same shade of red as her nails.
She’s got a real femme fatale vibe going on, and I am so here for it.
She laughs, sounding giddy and looking all wide-eyed. “I can’t believe I just said all that.” One hand lands on her cheek. “I can’t believe you told him you fucked the ring right off my finger!”
I laugh now too because that shit was satisfying. “Did you see his face?”
Sloane nods, biting at her lip, eyes twinkling from reflecting the headlights of the cars buzzing past. “You came for me,” she says, tipping her chin up and gracing me with the prettiest fucking smile.
“Of course. I told you I never wanted to be without you and I meant it.”
“I wasn’t sure—”
“I’ve been sick for days. I came to our house but didn’t know what to say. I’ve tried to figure out a good reason for why I froze in the car the other night. A reason why I didn’t use the words I really wanted to even though I could feel them right there at the tip of my tongue. But there is no excuse.” I brush at her hair. “I’ve been hiding for so long, peeking out at you from under the brim of my hat, that I got comfortable there. I’m sorry that I’m late in so many ways. Not just to dinner but to figuring myself out. I was . . .”
For a moment, I glance away and swallow. “I was scared. Scared to need you this badly. Really fucking scared to lose you.”
Her eyes flutter shut on a heavy sigh, and I cup her head, wanting her eyes back on me. “I know—”
“No, Sunny. I shouldn’t be scared. You’re the least scary thing in my life. You’re not just tattooed on my skin. You’re branded on my heart. Woven into the fiber of my being. The most constant and reassuring person in my life. When I close my eyes, I see you. When you’re away from me, I dream about you. When I need someone to lean on, you arealwaysthere for me. God. You’ve loved me when I haven’t even been able to love myself.” My hands squeeze her cheeks and tears seep out over them. But she’s smiling up at me like I hung the moon.
