“Know what?”
“What landed you back in the hospital.”
“You mean when you took advantage of me in the back of the SUV.”
She laughs out loud. “I so did not.”
“You so did, Jaine.”
She frowns. “I’m sorry. I never even thought about your injuries.”
“If you’d had chance to think about those then I would have to deem myself as not being very good at foreplay. I’m only sorry it was so rushed now we have to abstain for six weeks.”
“You’re allowed to masturbate. Dr. Kelly told me so. After he told me there was to be no more enthusiastic sex and after his cheeks turned bright red.”
I laugh out loud. “You scare him, Jaine.”
“You scare me.”
There’s a pause. I capture her chin with my fingers and tilt her head up to look at me. My eyes graze her face.
She’s so fucking beautiful.
“Do I frighten you?”
She nods slowly. “I’d never experienced fear before. Not until that first time at the container.”
I’m not sure how I feel about that.
“I would never hurt you or cause you pain, Jaine. Unless I knew that you wanted me to or unless you gave me reason to.”
“I know.”
“And how did that fear make you feel?” My voice is coaxing. I already know the answer. I can almost hear her heart pounding in her chest at the thought of admitting it.
She licks her lips, and my eyes drop to their now glistening fullness. “Aroused.”
“And how does the memory of it make you feel, Jaine?”
“Aroused.” It’s whisper-like.
So, seeing me at my worst turns her on. Could she be any more fucking perfect?
My lips claim hers, and I swallow the soft groan she makes as I taste her addictive sweetness once more.
She climbs onto my lap and straddles me, and my dick’s instantly rock-hard. I feast on her mouth, searching and demanding, questioning and answering. I can taste it now.
Love.
“I want to fuck you, Jaine,” I whisper against her lips as my hand fists her hair so there’s no escape.
“You can’t.”
I release my grip on her, leaning my head back against the sofa while exhaling in frustration. “I can’t say the thought of fucking my hand fills me with any great sense of excitement.”
“I can’t say the same.”
A heated pause.