Oak puts a hand on my arm. I startle.
“You all right?” he asks.
“When they first took me from the mortal world to the Court of Teeth, Lord Jarel and Lady Nore tried to be nice to me. They gave me good things to eat and dressed me in fancy dresses and told me that I was their princess and would be a beautiful and beloved queen,” I tell him, the words slipping from my lips before I can call them back. I occupy myself with searching deeper in the closet so I don’t have to see his face as I speak. “I cried constantly, ceaselessly. For a week, I wept and wept until they could bear it no more.”
Oak is silent. Though he knew me as a child, he never knew me asthatchild, the one who still believed the world could be kind.
But then, he had sisters who were stolen. Perhaps they had cried, too.
“Lord Jarel and Lady Nore told their servants to enchant me to sleep, and the servants did. But it never lasted. I kept weeping.”
He nods, just a little, as though more movement might break the spell of my speaking.
“Lord Jarel came to me with a beautiful glass dish in which there was flavored ice,” I tell him. “When I took a bite, the flavor was indescribably delicious. It was as though I were eating dreams.
“You will have this every day if you cease your crying, he said.
“But I couldn’t stop.
“Then he came to me with a necklace of diamonds, as cold and beautiful as ice. When I put it on, my eyes shone, my hair sparkled, and my skin shimmered as though glitter had been poured over it. I looked wondrously beautiful. But when he told me to stop crying, I couldn’t.
“Then he became angry, and he told me that if I didn’t stop, he would turn my tears to glass that would cut my cheeks. And that’s what he did.
“But I cried until it was hard to tell the difference between tears and blood. And after that, I began to teach myself how to break their curses. They didn’t like that.
“And so they told me I would be able to see the humans again— that’s what they called them,the humans—in a year, for a visit, but only if I was good.
“Itried. I choked back tears. And on the wall beside my bed, I scratched the number of days in the ice.
“One night I returned to my room to find that the scratches weren’t the way I remembered. I was sure it had been five months, but the scratches made it seem as though it had been only a little more than three.
“And that was when I realized I was never going home, but by then the tears wouldn’t come, no matter how much I willed them. And I never cried again.”
His eyes shine with horror. “I should never have asked you to come back here.”
“Just don’t leave me behind,” I say, feeling immensely vulnerable. “That’s what I want, for the game I won all those years ago.”
“I promise you,” he says. “If it is within my power, we leave together.”
I nod. “We will find the reliquary and ruin her,” I tell him. “And then I will never come back.”
But as we open drawers and comb through Lady Nore’s belongings, we find no bones, no magic.
“I don’t think it’s here,” Oak says, looking up from a box he’s poking through.
“She might keep it in the throne room,” I venture. Even though we must go down steps again and slip past guards, I will be glad to be out of this terrible room.
“My father might know where it’s kept,” he says. “I know you don’t think—”
“We can try the prisons,” I say reluctantly.
As I turn to give the chamber one last look, I notice something strange about her bed. The base of it is ice, and I am sure there’s something frozeninit. Not red but ivory and brown.
“Oak?” I say.
He turns, looking in the direction that I am. “Did you find something?”
“I’m not sure.” I walk across the floor. Pushing back the covers, I see three victims frozen there. Not taken apart, like those in the walls. I cannot even tell how they died.