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Welcome To My Orgasm

This is, without the slightest doubt, the most romantic place in the world. I’m not sure if it is the sea breeze, the sounds of the waves gently lapping against the side of the boat or maybe it is the innumerable twinkling stars above me, but as I lay beside Deniz, wrapped in a blanket listening to the sound of his breathing, I know it to be true. Deniz’s fingers reach for mine and intertwine them together, kissing them lightly. I sigh happily up at the stars.

Totally romantic.

“Liv—” He turns his face towards me until we are nose to nose. “— I’m sorry for what just happened.”

“I’m not.”

“No, I mean for not being safe.”

“Oh.”

Way to kill the mood.

“I want you to know that I’ve been tested and I’m clean. And I haven’t been with anyone since Simge.”

Not. Since. Simge.

I try to wrap my mind around this new information. All of the flirting, all of the innuendos, all of the bimbos… it means nothing. I swallow hard. I’m the first woman he’s wanted to be with since his non-wedding, which was almost a year ago.

Has he been waiting for someone special?

Is that someone me?

I’ve only ever been with Luca and we both got tested as part of our annual check-up a few months back. “Me too, and I’m on the pill.”

He chuckles as he rolls on top of me, bracing himself on his elbow. “Now that we’ve got the technical stuff sorted, here’s how this is going to happen.”

I stare up at him with complete fascination. This whole dominant thing he has going on is a total turn on. My heart pounds, pushing adrenaline into my bloodstream with his every word. "You are going to do exactly what I tell you to do, when I tell you to do it. Do you understand me?"

"Maybe."

"Don’t argue with me."

"Fine."

"YES?"

"Yes!"

"Right now, I am going to taste you, every part of you. Your mouth. Your neck. Your nipples. I'm going to suck them while you play with yourself, until you come. I'm then going to taste your come, taste your juices in my mouth, lick and suck until you scream my name. Then, and only then, after I have tasted every part of you, I will make love to you."

I put my hands on his ribs and hold him away from my body. "You need to know something..." I can’t look at him. It’s just so personal.

He grabs my chin in his hands and holds me in place until our eyes meet. "Tell me."

"I've never...” I’m embarrassed, yet also relieved to say it out loud to him. I won’t be able to take it back once I’ve said it, but if I don’t say it and I try to fake it, I’m certain he’d see right through it. “I’ve never come before… I mean I have technically come… I think… but not with a guy. I don’t know how to do what you’re asking me to do. I don’t even know if it’s possible."

Deniz growls in reply and runs the back of his finger down my cheek. He leans in and rubs the scruff on his chin along my neck, the movement sending another jolt of electricity through me. "You will come for me.” He whispers in my ear. “No one but me. You will come all over my fingers and then I'm going to make love to you and you will come all over my cock. I will make you come over and over until you plead with me to stop."

I’ve never heard dirty talk like this before. It’s seriously hot.

As he clamps his mouth down on mine, I don't doubt his declarations... not one little bit.

He smooths my hair back and looks into my eyes, then kisses me… with a kiss that tells me more than words ever can. He wants me. And if the precursor in the sea is anything to go by then tonight he will finally have all of me.

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