Page 20 of Fighting Temptation (Men of Honor 1)
He slides down my body, trailing wet kisses down my stomach and grabs the waist band of my shorts. Lifting my hips he pulls them down slowly, baring my matching lavender lace hipster panties.
“I think purple is my new favorite color,” he groans out roughly.
He pulls them all the way off then throws them behind him and kneels on the floor. Grabbing my hips he drags me to the edge of the bed and places a hot open mouth kiss to my shaking stomach. I run my fingers through his hair holding him to me tenderly, not wanting this moment to ever end.
Jaxson looks up at me and whispers: “You know what my biggest regret is from that night Julia?”
I stiffen, feeling fear when he says this, not wanting to hear the word ‘regret’ from his mouth. That’s until he says, “I regret not tasting you.” When he plants a soft kiss on top of my panties I start to feel trepidation.
“I smelled your sweet scent on my fingers that entire night when I got home and hated myself for not taking the chance I had to taste this.” He splays his hand on top of my panties, his eyes rage with an intensity that causes a shiver of arousal and apprehension through me.
“Tell me Julia,” he whispers hoarsely, “are you still bare?” He rubs his thumb up and down the middle of my panties skimming the spot that sends slight tremors through my body. My face flames from his question, embarrassing me, but it also turns me on when he talks like this to me.
I nod, worried my voice will portray my nervousness.
“That’s so fucking hot,” then he brings his nose against me taking a deep breath in. “You smell even better than I remember,” he groans sliding my panties off kissing while the inside of my thigh.
Getting to his feet Jaxson stands and stares down at my naked body. Feeling a little too exposed I go to close my legs but he grabs my knees stopping me. “Julia baby, I need you to stay right where you are. Don’t move, I need to commit this image to memory because you are the most beautiful fucking sight I have ever seen,” his voice is low and rough with arousal. Swallowing nervously I do as he asks and let him look.
After a few more seconds he groans then drops to his knees again. I stiffen when he starts trailing his tongue towards my center. I lean up on my elbows, staring at his head. The pulse between my legs is agonizing but I’m still feeling apprehensive about him doing this to me.
“Jaxson, I’m not so sure about this,” I say wearily. He looks at me now with his lips so close to my most sensitive part.
“Trust me Julia, you’re going to like this, and so am I,” then he places my legs over each of his shoulders.
My thoughts and hesitation vanish when he glides his tongue through me, “Ohhh!!” my arms give out and I drop to my back, my hips involuntarily lift to his mouth. Greedily seeking a pleasure I’ve never known. He splays his hand on my lower stomach holding my hips in place while his mouth devours me. His tongue is wet and warm and moves in me skillfully, knowing exactly where to lick.
“Jesus, you taste fucking incredible,” Jaxson’s growl brings me closer to the edge. Tangling my hands in his hair I pull it roughly, begging for something I don’t quite understand. My breathing increases as one sensation collides with the next. His tongue exerts pressure on my clit and I know I’m going to explode any second.
“Oh god, Jaxson, I think I’m going to come,” I whimper.
He groans right over my clit and that was all it took to send me crashing over the edge. Lights explode behind my eyes as sweet ecstasy fills my entire body. Somewhere, in the midst of all the sensations tearing through me, I realize I’m screaming incoherently, my voice becoming hoarse from it but I’m too lost in it all to care. When I slowly come back to reality, my breathing is harsh and my body is limp with pleasure. I open my eyes and see Jaxson undoing his belt, muttering things to himself I can’t quite catch.
I start to feel embarrassed, thinking how loud I was, “I hope the people next door didn’t hear that,” I say blushing.
Jaxson’s hot gaze snaps to mine: “Christ Julia, I’m pretty sure the whole fucking hotel heard you.”
I cover my face with my hands and groan from humiliation.
Jaxson grabs my wrists pulling my hands away and looks at me fiercely: “Don’t Julia! Don’t be embarrassed, not with me. It was so damn hot I almost came in my fucking pants.”
I look at him in surprise and give him a small smile. When I trace my fingers along his lips he grabs my hand and presses a tender kiss on the inside of my wrist. Amongst the stark hunger in his gaze there’s also affection.
I look at the condom in his hand, the reality of what we are about to do sets in and I start feeling fear. Not from giving myself to him, but of losing him. Concern darkens his expression, “What’s wrong baby? You change your mind?”
Relief flickers in his eyes when I shake my head.
I try to swallow past the lump in my throat. “Promise me Jaxson, that after this, no matter what happens, you’ll still be my friend,” my voice cracks and I close my eyes not wanting him to see the pain and fear that I’m sure is in my gaze.
“Look at me Julia!” his harsh demand has my eyes snapping open. An intense emotion has transformed his face, “I may not be able to give you the forever you deserve but I fucking promise you, I will never stop being your friend.” He kisses me hard and I wrap my arms around his neck, pouring everything I feel for him in the kiss.
