Page 19 of Resisting Temptation (Men of Honor 3)
Groaning, Cade pulls his mouth away and looks between our bodies where I stroke him. I have seen penises before. Two to be exact, and they were maybe half the size of this. A small amount of trepidation begins to mix with the desire I have coursing through my body. When he pumps himself into my hand, a small bit of pre cum spills from him. I take my thumb and swirl it around the smooth tip.
“Shit!” he hisses before pulling out of my hand. Getting to his knees, he rips open the foil packet and sheaths himself in record time. Moving back over me, he braces himself on his elbows. I feel his hard length on the inside of my thigh and my heart speeds up in anticipation for what we are about to do.
“You ready, baby?”
“Yes.”
Leaning down he gives me a searing kiss then, without breaking contact, he rises up on one arm and grasps his cock with the other. He runs it through my wet flesh and I whimper when he skims over my clit. Once his erection is wet with my arousal, he slowly slides the tip of himself inside of me. I gasp into his mouth at the tight invasion then bury my face into his neck.
“Ah fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck!” he grinds out between clenched teeth. “Try to relax, baby.”
I let my legs fall open and try to breathe through the agony and pleasure my body is going through. Cade’s arms shake with restraint and sweat begins to dot his forehead as he slowly rocks back and forth until he’s fully seated inside of me.
“You okay, Red?”
“Yes,” I reply truthfully. “It’s getting a little better.”
“Good. Because you feel fucking amazing.” He gives me some time to adjust and presses a gentle kiss to my forehead. The tender action has warmth exploding through my heart – and he said he didn’t know how to make love to someone.
I lift my hips to meet his and we both moan at the contact. “I’m good now,” I reassure him.
Rising up on his arms, he begins thrusting with sure, steady strokes. Our gazes never waver from one another as his beautiful, powerful body moves inside of me with absolute perfection. I finally know why I hadn’t wanted to do this with anyone before now – it’s because it was always meant to be with him. I know with every fiber of my being that I was meant to meet Cade Walker, even if it was only for this short moment in time. And no matter who or what comes after this, I will cherish this moment with him for the rest of my life.
Raising my hand, I trace his rough, scratchy jaw all the way across his smooth, firm lips. His eyes fall closed and he buries his face in my neck. “Jesus, Red. What the fuck are you doing to me?”
My heart clenches from the torment in his voice. I hold him close, wanting to comfort him as much as possible, and turn my mouth toward his ear. “This is one of those beautiful things I was telling you about that life has to offer us. Don’t fight it, Cade, for once just let yourself feel.”
He doesn’t respond but I didn’t expect him to. Instead he brings his mouth to mine in a powerful kiss and begins to thrust inside of me, a little harder and a little faster. Slight shock waves begin to flutter low in my tummy and I start matching him pace for pace.
Cade groans and pulls his mouth away. “That’s it, baby. Take it. I can feel how close you are to coming again.”
His pace increases and I wrap one of my legs around his back as I feel the pleasure taking me higher and higher. Changing the way he thrusts, he starts hitting a certain spot inside of me, one I didn’t even know exists. “Oh god, Cade,” I whimper, just before my body finally falls over the edge. I cry out as my orgasm explodes through me.
“Yes. Fucking beautiful!” he growls right before he stills and spills himself inside of me.
He rests his forehead on mine while we lay in a sweat-tangled mess, trying to catch our breaths. I stare into his intense gaze and smile. “I knew you liked me.”
He grunts. “Like is a fucking understatement, Red.”
I giggle but it trails off into a moan as he pulls out of me. I turn on my side to face him as he lies down beside me, hoping to give him more room. “How on earth do you sleep on this bed? It’s so small, especially for a big guy like you.”
“This bed is fucking paradise, compared to where I normally sleep while I’m out on a mission.” I can only imagine the places he has had to sleep, and the things he’s had to endure. The thought has my stomach churning.
He watches me with an expression I can’t decipher and I’m wondering if he’s waiting for me to leave. I have no idea how this works, but I’m not ready to leave him yet. Actually, I don’t think I will ever be ready, but I won’t make things harder on us and go back on my word.
I swallow past the lump that quickly formed in my throat and lick my suddenly dry lips. “Well I guess I should get going.” I try to keep the sadness out of my voice but know I don’t succeed.
Something that looks like alarm flashes in his eyes before his arm shoots out and wraps around my waist. He pulls me snug against him. “Not yet, Red. Stay for a few hours and sleep. I’ll set my alarm and make sure you’re out of here before anyone gets up.”
My body floods with relief and my heart warms that he’s not ready to let me go yet either. “I didn’t take you for the cuddling type, Walker,” I tease.
He doesn’t smile like I hope for him to. “I’m not.” My heart turns over in my chest at his admission. Smiling, I wrap my arm around his neck and give him a soft peck: “You doing okay?”
