Either way, it doesn’t do anything to deter him from his goal. He continues. At the inner edge of my thighs, he softly bites. I’m gripping the sheets like they can help me take the pleasure. Viktor is not holding back. The small bites and licks get closer to my center. The anticipation and buildup are driving me crazy.
“Viktor, I’m going to come.”
“Let go Baby girl.”
“Fuck,” I yell not being able to contain myself. My body is trembling, unsure of what is happening. All my senses are on overload. He has claimed me with barely a touch. “I need you inside of me.” I plea.
But I don’t have to say anything. He is a step ahead of me. He takes his boxers off and frees himself. I can’t help but gasp once again at the perfection of him. He is more than I could have ever imagined. He takes a condom and puts it on. Is it crazy to say he looks sexy as hell doing something so mundane?
“Ready?”
I don’t answer. Instead, I pull him to me and crush his lips. I kiss him with all of me. What my words can’t say I’ll let my body tell him. He is gentle, sliding inch by inch. He is so big and I’m so tight. He takes his time letting me adjust. My nails dig into his back as he stretches me, shit tearing me from the inside out. When he is finally inside, he gives me a few seconds to feel how full I am. Then he begins to move. I try to meet every thrust. He picks up his speed pushing me to the edge. I’m sure my screams of pleasure are heard everywhere, but in his arms, I don’t care. I am finally his.
“You are mine, Ava O’Brien.” He whispers in my ear. As if to prove a point I find release in his words. I bite his shoulder trying to keep a grip on reality. Being with him is out of this world.
He continues without mercy. His thrusts are harder. He is commanding my body. I am meeting every single one of his thrusts. This is where I belong. In his arms. Our first time together and I don’t want it to be our last. It is going to be hard to let him go.
“Come with me, Baby girl.” And I do. This orgasm more intense than all the others combined.
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We lay in bed drenched in sweat. I am enjoying the sound of the waves and his breathing. This side of him I’ve not seen before. It scares me. It’s a side that if not careful will condemn me to him. This is not the controlling, demanding man. This is the kind, attention to detail, sweet man in a fairytale. I’ve already fallen for him. What is this new revelation going to do to me?
Chapter Thirty-Two
Viktor
Her breathing is slowing down. I’ve exhausted her. I’ve been teasing her to the edge for weeks but never claiming her. Even though I've wanted to since the first night. The more time I spent with her the more I wanted her. I was trying to break her with my little games but a man can only take so much.
When I planned tonight, I didn’t know what to expect. I’ve never wined and dined a woman before. But she makes me want to. She turns her body to me. Her body fits perfectly in my arms. Her eyes are closed. She is on her side but her hands are on my chest. A sweet perfect moment. She is different from all the other women. But I am not the man she deserves. Under her tough exterior, there is a sweet, pure woman whose heart I am destined to break. My life is filled with nothing good and she deserves more.
Claiming her is more than I expected. Her inexperience, if I’m not careful, will be my demise. She is perfect for me. The way her body responds to my every touch. There is a fire in Ava she has yet to discover. I want to bring her into my darkest desires. Show her true pleasure. But she is a virgin in so many ways.
“Viktor, what is going to happen now?”
“What do you mean?” I look at her.
“This wasn’t exactly part of the arrangement.” I stay quiet trying to figure out how to answer. “I’m not asking because I’m looking for something more. I just want to know where we stand.” Her fingers trace circles on my chest.
“Nothing has changed. The arrangement stands. We are two people enjoying each other.” I’m not sure why I say it. But it has to be our truth. We can never be more than what we are now.
“I understand.” Her voice is barely audible. She goes to turn away from me. I stop her.
“Ava, I need to know you understand. This is temporary. In less than a year you will go back to your life.” There is a long silence. “Ava,” I start.
“I understand. I just want to be on the same page.” She tries to leave my side again. I’ve hurt her. This is what I want to avoid. Emotions can’t be part of this. They are messy and I don’t do them.
“I’m not the man you fall in love with. This will come to an end.” I add. She manages to move from me but I grab her and pull her on top of me.
“Viktor,” she starts but my lips crush hers.
“Shhh, enjoy the moment.”
I claim her. She is mine. No man alive will ever have her. If I were a better man I wouldn’t do this to her. I’m confusing her. I constantly remind her this is temporary. But I’m not sure if I’ll be able to give her up myself.
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“Wake up.” I whisper to Ava.