My mind is racing, and I can't help but think about Fallon. I want to hold him, to feel his arms around me again. I want to run my hands over his tattoos, to feel his lips on my skin.
As the hot water streams over my skin, I close my eyes and remember what it felt like to be in his arms. I reach up to touch my shoulders...then trail down to my breasts, squeezing my own nipples between my fingertips. I imagine Fallon's hands on me, his lips on my neck. I let out a low groan as I slide a hand down between my legs, feeling the wetness already gathering there. I let my fingers glide over my clit, my mind lost in the sensation.
It's not enough. I need more.
I lean back against the shower wall and let my other hand trail over my stomach and down to my pussy. I slide a finger inside myself, gasping at how good it feels. I can't help but think about Fallon as I move my finger in and out of myself, imagining it's him touching me like this...that it's his hard cock.
I've barely touched myself--and I've only ever tried putting my fingers inside when I've been in heat. It helps to ease the process, opening my hips, making it more pleasurable than painful.
If I got off my suppressants, I could do that with Fallon. Tell him ahead of time--let him know I want him to take me through my first heat.
But Rafe...
Rafe would be angry. He might claim me regardless. I don't know if he could stop himself with the jealousy...
I cry out as Fallon's steady hands suddenly turn into Rafe's firm grip, Rafe's sharp teeth at my throat. I imagine it's him here with me, Fallon holding me and whispering sweet nothings in my ear while Rafe opens me up and claims me. I let out a breathy sigh as I touch myself, thrusting my hips.
I'm so lost in my own pleasure that I don't even hear the door to the showers open. It's only when a voice interrupts me that I snap back to reality.
"Jade?"
I gasp, my eyes popping open. Through the shower door I can see a tall male figure with blonde hair, facing away from the shower.
"Fallon," I breathe. "What are you doing here?"
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Ishouldn'tbedownhere.
Yeah, I came looking for her--to talk to her, so I could tell her exactly why she should help us. But now, I'm here, and I knew she was in the shower, and I still...
...I still came in.
Fuck, I still came in, and I don't think I can resist her now.
"Shit," I say. "I didn't know you were in the shower..."
It's the truth. Maybe the first true thing I've said to her.
I see her fingertips against the glazed and steamed up glass window of the shower. I can't quite see her, but I can make out her slim form through the door. It's enough to get me hard.
I'm so screwed.
"Why are you here?" her quiet voice comes.
"I'll go," I say. "I just wanted to talk, but I can come back."
"Stay," she says.
I hear her at the door. If I don't leave now, I'll never get out of here.
Then the door opens, and steam pours out...and Jade is there, naked, dripping.
Flushed and aroused.
My breath leaves me in a big rush.