"Both," I gasp.
Rafe snarls and rolls us over, pushing my legs over his shoulders and fucking me with punishing intensity. I scream and writhe, begging him to fill me--to come inside me.
When he finally does, I see stars.
"That's my girl," he growls. I feel him shift...and he doessomething, then manages to pull out, releasing the knot.
I didn't know that was possible, and now I know why.
A gush of cum spills down my thighs, mingled with my own wetness. I gasp and reach up for him, kissing him hard, ashamed and turned on at how much of a mess we've made.
Rafe grins as he pulls away.
"I don't deserve you, kitten," he whispers. "But I'm taking you anyway."
He goes to kiss me again--but I put a finger to his lips.
His chest rumbles.
"I have one condition," I murmur.
"What is it?"
"You have to make up with Fallon," I tell him. "And it has to be today."
Rafe groans and rolls over, one long arm covering his eyes. "Jade..."
I follow him, resting my cheek on his chest. "I miss him, Rafe. I...I care about him, and you have to accept that."
"Fallon is...fuck, he's probably miserable," Rafe growls. "And that's on me. I've been such an asshole."
"You really have," I tell him.
Rafe snorts and shoves me gently, and I roll onto my back with a dramatic sigh. His touch doesn't set me on fire though...and it occurs to me that I'm starting to feel better.
"Wow," I whisper. "Rafe, I think my heat is over."
"Fucked it out of you, huh?"
I roll my eyes as he boxes me in. "We should clean this place up," I say. "And next time...I want Fallon here with us. I don't want to spend another night without him."
Rafe groans. "Fine," he says. "But...I get your ass first, okay? Don't you dare give him that virginity too."
I cringe. "Seriously, Rafe? Why do you even think I would let you fuck me there?"
"Oh, you will, kitten," he purrs. "And I promise--I'll make it feelreallygood."
18
Fallon
Atsomepointinthe night, I pass out on a table in the mess hall.
Nobody bothers me--they wouldn't dare. Even though I'm not an alpha, I'm still one of the top agents for the Enclave, and Rafe would normally have my back. I don't think anyone knows just yet that Rafe is probably the person most likely to kill me on the Raft...but it's just a matter of time before he comes for my throat.
I wake up hours later, somebody nudging my elbow. I lift bleary eyes and frown at the figure swimming in front of me, hulking and huge...only to realize it's rafe.
"The fuck?" I cringe. "What the hell do you want?"