Then he's seated inside me, locked within, and I groan against him as he rolls his hips in the way alphas always do once they're trapped.
"Mine," he growls. "My little omega...taking my whole cock in her sweet little pussy. Isn't that right, Jade?"
"Y-yes," I gasp, my muscles burning.
Hawk puts his lips on my neck and starts to suck. I know what happens next, and I shiver.
It's a new feeling, the sensation of my body getting hotter and hotter as my muscles burn. Hawk's cock is swelling, getting thicker within me, a sign that he's close. I've never felt something quite like this--this full, this complete.
"Yes, yes!" I moan, my muscles clenching around him. "Come inside me, Hawk. Please."
"Fuck," he groans, his tongue flicking out over where he marked me. "Come with me, baby."
I'm going to. I'm going to come again, so close. He's groaning, thrusting into me hard, holding my thighs open with his big hands, splitting me open. The pleasure builds and my body burns hotter and hotter. I can't take it anymore, it's not possible.
I scream as I clench around him over and over, milking his knot for all he's worth. Hawk clutches me to him and bellows, and I feel his hot seed flooding me, stopped from leaking out only by his huge knot. I whimper as I slump against him, and his hands come around my waist, still delicate with where I got shot.
We sit and breathe for a second, Hawk's nose buried in my hair. I trace circles on his back when I start to get feeling in my extremities again, satisfied with the way I'm still locked on his cock.
"We should..." he pauses. "I didn't bring any pills with me or anything. Fuck, I didn't plan..."
"That's okay," I whisper. I know he's talking about the birth control males normally take--to accompany our own use of pills, of course. Most people in the Enclave don't want to get pregnant.
But I don't think I want to stop it.
"It's okay?" he asks.
"I've been..." I pause, wondering how to tell him. "I've been trying with Rafe and Fallon. I've always wanted kids, and it just...it kind of worked out that way. And I would be so happy to have your kids, Hawk."
Before Hawk can respond, I hear footsteps from Rafe's office. I didn't expect them back so soon, but I can tell it's my other two mates. Hawk flushes bright red when they round the corner to the shipping container, and I look over and bite my lip.
"So uh...looks like we missed something," Fallon laughs, crossing his arms. "You fucking our girl while we're away? Even after we gave you permission?"
Rafe snorts.
"Leave him alone," I tell the two of them. "You're just jealous that he has the biggest cock."
Rafe's face falls and Fallon shrugs. "That's debatable," Fallon chuckles.
"Do we get our turn now?" Rafe mutters. "Want to show you just how wrong you are, kitten."
I shake my head. "Give us a second?"
They leave us alone, and I take Hawk's face in my hands to look into his eyes. He wasn't lying; he really is shy.
But I love that about him.
"We'll talk to them later," I murmur, "but for now...I just want this to be us. And we can talk about what it means to be pack later."
He smiles. "I'd like that."
"Me too," I say. "Hawk...thank you for everything. You kept me safe when no one else could."
"And I always will, Jade," he says. "I love you."
"I love you too."
He kisses me, his tongue flicking into my mouth. I feel like my heart might pound right out of my chest. He pulls away and looks into my eyes.