Page 76 of Adrift

Darian gets on his knees, regarding me with utmost interest. He pulls on my panties and I help him by lifting my hips off the bed. As soon as my panties are discarded, he licks his lips. His voice is low, as if he’s talking to himself. “Put your heels on the bed and open up for me. Let me look at you.”

I do as he asks, and he rewards me with a finger down my center. I jump at his touch, mewling in response. Darian grabs hold of my thighs before his mouth is on my skin. He licks the side of my thighs, keeping his pace leisurely before progressing to my middle.

I wiggle and squirm as my need escalates, chanting inside my head, Please, please.

He chuckles and I realize perhaps I’d begged him out loud again. His mouth finally makes it to my center, and just like he did last time, he avoids my clit, licking and sucking below it. He takes my lower lips into his mouth, sucking them thoroughly before lapping at my entrance. I’m practically feral, arching my hips into his warm mouth while fisting his hair in my hand.

God, why won’t he just suck my clit?

He presses his tongue into my entrance and my head turns from side to side. “Darian!” I cry out, frustrated.

He chuckles again, and I swear, I consider kicking him in the face. This is not a laughing matter.

He buries his mouth and nose inside my sex, eating me like an untamed animal. His moans have me climbing as I try to push his head to where I really want him. He continues, unperturbed, washing me in his spit. I can hear my juices against his lips and I continue to buck up against him.

It’s when I can’t take any more that he finally places his tongue on my clit. His fingers drive into me again, and he’s only started sucking me when I detonate, convulsing on his tongue and groaning my satisfaction. Fucking finally!

I fly through wormholes and portals as my body enters some state of oblivion, bursting with the power of a nuclear explosion.

“You’re heaven,” he mumbles as I come back down to earth. He doesn’t let up, lapping at me until I flinch from the oversensitivity.

He stands, his taut body imposing over me, and I notice his erection bounce against his abs, practically reaching his belly button. I don’t have much to compare it to since I’ve only ever seen my ex completely naked, but this one right here . . .. Yeah, wow. This one might be one of those that tops charts and wins awards.

I reach for him as I slide back on the bed. Darian takes my hand in his before pulling himself over me. Hovering above me with his weight on his elbows, his eyes silently bombard me with a million questions. Some I’m too afraid to answer, and some I have no doubts about.

Like this moment.

His lips glisten with my want and he sees me eyeing them. His mouth descends on mine hungrily, his tongue exploring inside, making me taste everything he just tasted. Before long I’m breathless again, writhing under him.

He pulls his face away. “You’re sure?”

“Darian,” I huff.

His mouth twitches again. I know he pretends not to like it when I say his name in reprimand, but I think he secretly loves it, too.

“Okay,” he whispers against my ear, making my heart soar.He gets up on his knees, reaching for his nightstand drawer when I stop him. “I’m on the pill.”

His eyes capture mine in question.

“I had to get on them to regulate my . . . never mind.” The last thing I want is to kill the mood by talking about my period. “I just want you,” I reach for his thick length, my hand barely wrapping around it, making him grunt, “bare, like this.”

I tug at the velvet iron in my hands with a firm grasp as he watches me with hooded lids. His jaw clenches sexily and I know he’s loving my touch. I may not have experience with sex, but I know my way around an erection just fine.

His head rolls back as he kneels over me, his hand wrapping around mine. We stroke him from base to tip as he squeezes my fingers around him again. His dark eyes find mine as he lets go. “I won’t make it if you keep doing that.”

I pull my bottom lip into my mouth, relaxing my hold on him. He bends down to give my swollen nub another thorough lick and I moan, knotting my fingers in his hair. Once he’s satisfied that I’m ready, he gets back over me and lines up his arousal at my entrance.

His hand comes to my face as my breath hitches. He rubs the top of my cheek with his thumb before gazing deep inside me. Using his hand to lift my thigh, he enters me slowly.

Oh yeah, this hurts.

I arch as my body constricts at the invasion. He is so big that I almost want to throw in the towel and call it a day, but I breathe through my nose, squeezing my eyes shut.

“Baby, look at me.” Darian’s soft voice pulls me back. “Relax for me, sweetheart.”

He pushes in some more and I buck under him, the pressure so intense that it feels like I’m going to rip apart.A surge of dread and uncertainty weave around my thoughts as I see myself from his eyes. What if this is the absolute worst sex he’s ever had? What if I suck at this? What if he regrets this?

What if he regrets me?

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