“What if I want it to be.”

“I’m not sure…. What do you….”

Was he really going to let me dance around it like that? Would he never ask what it was that I wanted? No, he wouldn’t. I was going to have to spell it out. I was going to have to cross that line myself, but I’d always been one to take risks. I sure as hell wouldn’t be where I was now if I hadn’t been.

I closed the last of the distance between us. I saw him hesitate, but his instincts didn’t tell him to run. They told him to hold his ground and see what I had to offer.

I circled him, and he turned, watching me the whole time. When his back was to the desk, I gripped his waist and lifted him, sitting him on the edge. His sharp intake of breath only made me want him more.

“Wh-what is happening?”

“I’m going to kiss you.”

“You are?”

“Yes, and then I’m going to lay you back on this desk and fuck you until come so hard you can’t breathe.”

“I…I’m…I haven’t ever….”

I froze. Could he seriously mean…I ran my thumb over his bottom lip, so fucking desperate to touch him. I needed to taste him too, but I could force myself to wait. “What haven’t you ever done?”

His cheeks were bright pink, and he looked away. His innocence only made him hotter. If this was real, if I was going to get to be his first….

“Look at me Benjamin.”

When he did, I saw the answer in his eyes. Fear, desire, innocence. He was everything, and I was going to take such good care of him. “I’m a virgin.”

I nodded slowly, not wanting to frighten him more with the reaction I was having inside. I’d never sought out a virgin before, hadn’t fucked one since high school, but I was thrilled Ben was all mine. I didn’t care if that was fucked up, I didn’t care if his motives were still being questioned by my friends, I was going to fuck him, but not tonight. That could wait for later.

“What have you done?”

He blushed even harder. “Some things.”

“Tell me, Ben. Tell me everything you’ve done.”

“I…don’t know….”

I brushed his lips with my thumb again. “Have you kissed a man?”

“Yes.”

That one was easy. “Has a man touched you? Wrapped his hand around your cock and made you come.”

“Y-yes.”

“Have you sucked cock Benjamin?”

He nodded.

“Look at me.” Slowly, he did. “Did you enjoy it?”

“Y-yes.”

“Good. I’m going to kiss you now, and I’m going to make you come. We’ll wait on everything else. I’m going to be your first, but I’m going to take my time getting there.”

“Mr. Montgomery—”

“I think you should call me Miles.”