He smiles and runs his fingers along my cheek. “If you want me to wear a condom, I will. I’ve never not worn one, and I’d fucking give anything to feel your bare pussy wrapped around me, but I’ll wear one if that’s what you want.”
I run my nails down his back, savoring the feel of all that hard muscle. “I don’t want anything between us.”
He groans and positions the head of his cock at my slit. His thick head presses gently against me, and he feels impossibly big, like there’s no way in hell he’s going to fit inside me big, and when my body instinctively tenses to try to protect itself from the big cock at the door, Danil kisses me gently and whispers, “Just breathe, baby.”
Running his hand down my side, he grips the T-shirt I’m wearing and slips it over my head. Most of the water has already dried on his body, but a few drops still drip down his neck to fall on my chest. When he sees it, he leans closer and runs his tongue over me, licking the water droplets from the curve of my breast before kissing his way to my nipple. I let out a deep groan when he wraps his mouth around me and sucks me in. He palms my other breast, pinching my nipple while his teeth graze my delicate flesh, taunting me with the possibility of pain, and just when I think I can’t last a second longer, he gives me a soft bite and rubs the head of his cock against my clit.
“Fucking hell,” I moan, feeling how close the orgasm already is. He tongues my sore nipple, flicking and sucking it while he slides over my swollen, wet clit. “Danil,” I whimper right before I buck up against him and he tips me over the edge. My nails dig into his back as pleasure consumes every damn part of me.
“I’ve got you, baby,” he murmurs against my chest. “I’ve always got you.”
Before I’ve fully come down, he positions his head against my slit and slowly starts to slide in. My body’s still riding the high, but I still clench up as soon as he starts to part my pussy lips. He gives my nipple one last suck before kissing his way back to my mouth.
“Sladkaya,” he whispers, looking down at me. His eyes are filled with love and lust, but beneath all that is something much darker. Danil would never hurt me, I know this, but he’s a violent man, and that violence is never too far from the surface. I know he wants to fuck me hard, wants to pull the screams from my throat as he tears into me, wants to see the pleasure and pain written all over my face, but he’s holding that part of himself back. For now, anyway. I know he won’t always go easy on me, but for my first time, he is, and I love him so fucking much for it, because even going slow, this is going to hurt like a son of a bitch.
“I need you to trust me with your body again, baby.”
“I do,” I quickly whisper, clutching him even tighter against me.
“Just like you did when you took my cock down your throat like such a fucking good girl.”
His words send a thrill through me, making my breath catch in my throat.
“Just like you did when you let me steal your breath while I fingered your tight pussy.”
“Mm-hmm,” I moan, feeling him start to slide into me.
“You gonna take me like a good girl, sladkaya?” he murmurs against my lips while he cups my face, surrounding me with his presence.
“Yes,” I whimper, feeling the sharp sting as the head of his cock pushes past my body’s natural resistance.
“Mine, sweetheart,” he growls against my lips as he feeds me another inch, spreading me wider than my body wants to go. The pain has tears coming to my eyes, and when they spill over, he drags his tongue up my cheek, licking them away. “How the fuck does every part of you taste so goddamn good?”
I smile against his cheek even as he thrusts in another inch, pulling a pained moan from me that’s quickly muffled by his hungry mouth. He kisses me hard, forcing my mind away from the pain and back onto him and how fucking amazing he feels. His tongue runs over mine as he threads his fingers in my hair, holding me still as he devours my mouth and swallows my screams when he thrusts his hips and buries himself inside me as deep as he can get.
“Fuck!” I whimper against his lips, feeling like I’m being split in two. He doesn’t move, just keeps still, giving my body the chance to get used to him as he kisses me so fucking sweetly.
“I love you so fucking much,” he whispers against my lips. His fingers brush back my hair as he looks down at me. When I turn my head and catch one of his fingers with my teeth, he arches a brow and gives me a sexy smirk. I give him a hard enough bite to really get his attention, and then I rock my hips, even though the movement hurts like hell when it causes his enormous dick to move just enough to light all my nerve endings up with pain. He arches a brow at me.
“It’s going to hurt anyway,” I reason. “Might as well have fun with it.”
He laughs and kisses me again. “We’re definitely going to have fun with it, baby.”
I’m about to question my bravery when he grabs one of my legs and hikes it up, gripping the back of my thigh and holding me in place as he slowly slides in deeper.
“Holy shit,” I whisper shout. “I didn’t think you could go any deeper,” I say, fully aware that he’s just opened up a whole new world for me, one I never want to leave.
He smiles at the look of awe on my face, and then he slowly starts to fuck me, showing me just how damn good this can feel.
“You feel just as good as I knew you would,” he groans, speeding up and getting into a faster rhythm that has my eyes nearly rolling back in my head. It’s still painful, and I’m guessing that with his size it’s going to be for the first few times, but underneath that is a pleasure I’ve been completely ignorant of. I feel impossibly full, and each stroke of his cock is hitting some sensitive part inside of me that’s making my toes curl and my breathing turn ragged.
“You like that, baby?” he asks with a grin, circling his hips and thrusting in even deeper as he hits that same spot over and over again. I can’t form words, so I just nod my head and dig my nails into his back.
“So fucking tight,” he growls against my lips, and when he lifts up enough to see where we’re joined, his eyes go fucking feral at the sight of my pussy gripping his cock. He switches to Russian, the words fast and beautiful and quickly pushing me to the point of no return.
“Danil,” I whimper, knowing I’m close.
His eyes meet mine before he cups the back of my head and lifts me up enough so I can watch him fuck me.