Page 60 of Cover Up

“Yeah. And be real careful with it, darlin’. I’m a little fragile right there.”

Felix pulled his fingers away quickly, going further down until Dei felt him against his hole. The touch was hesitant at first, but as Dei shifted his hips as best he could, that seemed to spur him on because between one breath and the next, Felix had two fingers inside him.

Dei groaned, the sound coming from deep in his belly. It had been so goddamn long since he’d been this intimate with anyone. His hookups in the Marines had been quick and perfunctory. Most of the guys he’d served with had been deep in the closet, so there were rushed hand jobs and the occasional moments where Dei would drop to his knees and deep-throat them until every ounce of their self-control was tested.

And every now and again, Dei would meet a guy willing to do more. They’d steal away to some hotel on a long weekend or holiday leave and spend glorious hours tearing each other apart.

But none of those moments felt even close to this. This was passionate and just shy of fucking filthy, and it also felt like, for the first time in his life, he was making love.

He would forever lament he wouldn’t be able to take Felix the way he wanted to, but this made up for it, and it would be even better once Felix was fully inside of him.

“Good?”

Dei blinked and looked up at Felix, who was staring at him with a small frown. “I could do this all night, darlin’, but I need you to fill me up.” He reached down and felt his way to Felix’s hard cock, giving it a firm stroke, stopping to rub his thumb around his slit. Felix moaned and shuddered, his head tipped down as he fucked his cock into the circle of Dei’s fist. “God, look at you. Look at you,” he whispered.

Felix swallowed heavily, then pulled his fingers away and sat back. Dei’s eye tracked Felix’s hands as they tore at the condom box, and he saw a quick flash of white teeth as he tore one wrapper open, then rose up high on his knees to roll it on.

One day, Dei would do that with his mouth before sucking Felix’s brains out through his dick, but for now, he was content to watch. He hooked his hand under his knee to pull it higher when Felix shifted closer, and Dei bit his lip when Felix carefully positioned the head of his cock against his slick, wet hole.

“Ready for me?”

“Been waiting for this all my life, sweet thing,” Dei murmured.

Felix flushed with pleasure at Dei’s words, and he gave a small fuck forward, his hips stuttering and his body tense with nerves. The head of his cock breached the first ring of muscles, and Dei’s eyelids slammed shut as his head hit the pillow. He rocked himself against Felix as gently as he could manage as he took a few more inches, and his entire body felt overwhelmed with sensation.

His dick was throbbing hard, and he fought the urge to rub it, but he didn’t want to shoot off so soon. Instead, he curled his fingers against the small of Felix’s back and urged him to push in deeper.

“Come on, baby. Make me feel it,” he rumbled.

Felix let out a long groan, then braced himself on Dei’s shoulders before thrusting in hard and fast. He picked up a rhythm that Dei needed—the angle so perfect it railed his prostate with every pass. Dei’s head tilted back as he used his hips to meet Felix thrust for thrust until his whole body felt like it was about to catch fire.

“Hold,” Dei ordered.

Felix froze, almost like Dei had hit a pause button, and the only movement was his chest heaving. His eyes were wide and a little wild, and he looked like he was on the very edge.

“Good boy,” he crooned, giving Felix a soft pet. “You gonna come?”

Felix swallowed heavily, then nodded, and his dick twitched, making Dei moan.

“Lost your words?”

Felix nodded again.

Dei reached up and stroked the backs of his fingers over Felix’s cheek. “That’s okay. All I need from you right now is to listen. Want you to push inside me as deep as you can and roll those hips. Can you do that?”

Felix squeezed his eyes shut, then gripped the tops of Dei’s shoulders before shoving his hips forward. Hard. His dick reached a spot Dei didn’t know it could, and white-hot sparks shot directly up his spine. His dick twitched harder, and he could feel himself getting wet under his balls.

Fuck, he was going to shoot off so hard.

“Good boy,” he gasped, wrapping his hand around Felix’s ass and holding him there. “Roll your hips.”

Felix did. Once, then twice, as Dei’s vision started to go white in the corner of his eye. His breath felt too big for his chest, and it took all his control to keep speaking.

“Reach down there, sweetness. Reach between us and rub your hand right on my dick. Can you do that?”

Felix let out a soft hum of agreement, and he managed to dislodge one hand, shoving it between them until his rough palm brushed over Dei’s too-sensitive nub. It was so fucking much. His nerve endings were on fire, and for a moment, he could feel the ghost of when his dick had been long and thick and pulsing.

Then Felix began to rub, and the sensation whittled down to the round stump that was left. He never in his life thought it could be this good, but it was. Something about Felix’s utter obedience while Dei was being stretched wide and pinned down was exactly what he needed.

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