Page 86 of Better Hate than Never

“I saidkissthem,” I whine.

His thumbs flick my nipples, then he pinches them gently.

“Shit!” My head falls back as I arch into him.

“Still have something to complain about?” he murmurs.

I slip my hands beneath the back of his jeans, then his underwear, until I’m touching his big, glorious ass, yanking us closer together so I feel him, thick and hard inside his jeans, wedged right against me.

“Shit,” he moans against my neck.

“Still think you were right about keeping your distance?”

I’m pressed back on the sofa, even more of his weight on me making me gasp. “No.” He dips his head, planting a slow kiss over my heart that makes goose bumps erupt across my skin. “Not anymore.”

My fingers rake through his hair as he kisses across my collarbones to my shoulders, lingering on the one that I broke. He gives me his body weight, gliding his hands slowly up my arms, pinningthem over my head. He’s so heavy and it feels so good, the sensation of pressure that my nervous system craves.

His mouth moves lower, down my chest, nuzzling my shirt aside so he can tease my skin with silken hot sweeps of his tongue. One hand cups my breast and tortures my nipple with slow, aching tugs. The other hand drags my thigh wider and slides up, his thumb swirling in teasing, torturous circles. “I want to kiss you here, too, Kate.”

I nod, half-thrilled, half-terrified, trying not to dwell on how little I’ve experienced, how little I know. “I want that,” I whisper. “I want you to kiss me everywhere.”

His hand drifts higher up my thigh until he’s cupping me between my legs, grinding his palm against my jeans, making the seam rub over my clit.

I moan, loud and shameless. It feels so damn good.

With his other hand, Christopher lifts my breast, then drags my nipple through my shirt between his teeth.

Another loud, uninhibited noise leaves me. I’m feeling too much that’s too good to be self-conscious. Wrapping my legs around Christopher’s waist, I work myself against him as he licks my nipple and tugs it rhythmically through the cotton in hot, wet strokes.

He’s breathing so hard as he pulls away and starts to crawl lower.

Then he stands, frantically unlacing my boots, throwing them over his shoulder, bending over me, stealing a deep kiss as he braces himself on one hand and uses the other to flick open the button of my jeans, then drag down the zipper.

He stands, grips the cuffs of my jeans, and yanks them straight off my legs, wrenching me down the sofa with them. My legs hang off the arm of the sofa and he drops to his knees, hauling me closer by the hips and kissing up my thighs. I am keenly aware of the fact that I’m in mismatched fuzzy socks, the most basic-ass pair ofdingy, once-white underwear, and the landscape down under is pure wilderness.

Before I have time to let my head run away with worries about my inexperience, my insecurity about if he’ll like what he sees, he says quietly, “Whatever you want or don’t want, Kate, tell me. I’ll stop if you say stop. I’ll do whatever you need. Just tell me.”

“Okay.” I nod, trying desperately to overcome my nerves, to focus on how good it’s felt, to take reassurance in what he’s said. “Maybe let’s just... start like this?”

Nodding wordlessly, he kisses up my thighs, his tongue swirling against my skin, making me writhe and lock my legs tight around his shoulders. And then he’s there, his mouth warm over my underwear, the pressure of his tongue against the cotton firm and perfect. I gasp and throw my head back, sinking my hands into his hair. “Like that. Just... more.”

He makes a low, satisfied sound as he sucks me gently over the cotton of my underwear. My body feels so tight, everything between my thighs aching and hot and desperate for relief.

I’m so aroused from moving against him as he kissed and teased my nipples, so achingly close, but release is out of reach. I feel empty, agitated, knowing at some fundamental level that I want more.

“I need you,” I whisper. “Inside me.”

He groans against me, then gently pushes my underwear to the side, just enough to slip in a finger, then crook it forward.

“Oh God,” I yell hoarsely. “There. Just like that. Faster.”

That’s when the sound of footsteps coming up the stairs makes us both stop, lifting our heads, staring at the door. There’s the low timbre of Jamie’s voice. Bea’s cackling laugh.

“Shit,” I hiss.

Christopher stands up so suddenly, he looks like he got electrocuted. “Fuck.”

“My jeans!” A bubble of nervous laughter jumps out of me.

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