Page 17 of Illusion of Loving

My hands clasping onto his button-down. “Let me undress you,” I whine into his lips.

He jerks away from my lips and kisses my neck. “Not yet.” His tone wanting.

I dig my fingers into his hair as his tongue licks my nipple. “Fuck. Don’t be afraid to bite.” I moan.

His grin makes an appearance as he nibbles at my nipple softly. “When you dreamt of me going down on you, what happened next?”

“I woke up and I realized that I came,” I answer truthfully.

His fingers slip inside me, which stimulates me to gasp and writhe. “Yeah? A dream of us made you come. Are you that sensitive?”

“A little…” I try to hold onto my cries as Ru’s long fingers continue to fuck me.

Ru withdraws his fingers, and they glisten under the lights. “Look how wet you are….” He takes those exact fingers and licks them clean. Then turns his tongue to my pussy. I grip the table as my body arches from the unbelievable feeling of his tongue. His method are a combination of unhurried careful licks and his tongue plunging inside me.

I twist with impatience of the nearing orgasm. I can feel it, I am close. His intense hands command my thighs harshly, nourishing my pleasure.

“Ru.”

Let go Taurus.

“Ru.”

I can’t wait anymore.

“Ru!”

The orgasm left my body trembling, heaving, seeing fucking stars, you name it. My body felt extremely sensitive, and Ru continued to lick up all the cum that leaked from me.

“Ru…quit...it’s too sensitive.” I groan, arching my back.

“I haven’t had enough. Bare it, I know you’re a strong girl.” He’s taunting me, isn’t he? Trying to get more honest reactions.

Ru may be a gentleman most of the time, but this carnal side is just fascinating. All these distinct aspects of his character. However, we still don’t know too much about each other yet. Do we? I mean isn’t that what drives these sexual urges, the unknown about what you’re stepping into? It is enticing and leads you to commit acts that you wouldn’t normally do. Sleeping with my ex-fiancés father is not something that would pass on my checklist. Is this just a distraction from my life? I don’t know, but I still want to get to know him more if I can.

“Spacing out on me.” Ru chuckles taking one last lick.

I shake my head. “No” I sit upon the table. “Just thinking about how much you will come when I suck you off.”

“Not today.” He answers quickly.

The confusion on my face hits me like a ton of bricks. Why wouldn’t he want me to suck him off? Is he not into that maybe? “I can do something else…” I trail off.

Ru shakes his head. “Not today, Taurus.” There it is…that feeling. The one I can’t escape…he didn’t want me. He changed his mind; I can tell by the way he looked at me when I offered.

I force a smile and nod as he finishes taking my measurements.

Ru

“Not today, Taurus,” I say.

The pain behind her eyes told me everything and it made me sick. My chest tightens seeing her look at me with those confused, hurt eyes, but then she smiles at me. I know better. That smile is completely forced. She is uneasy and it’s because of me.

Taurus…I want you. It’s taking everything in me to not unleash all my dirty thoughts onto you, but all I see are my son’s tears when he thought you were dead. I want us to just be a man and a woman exploring each other, but the demand to be a parent pulls on my heart. I tried not to listen, but it calls out to me.

After taking Taurus’s measurements, she told me she needed to finish her sketch for Bryn. She raced out of the room. Fuck, I am such a dickhead.

The next day at work, Bryn updated me on how Taurus was doing. He said that she shows promise, but she needs to work on a lot when it comes to her designs. Bryn is cutthroat but I know that he has their best interest.

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