But he was Ford’s lover?

Holy hell!

And I asked Ford to meet us for lunch.

Two of Stella’s husbands are bisexual, but she’s still the center of their lives. They share her with her stepbrother in a four-way marital relationship.

Back in the dressing room, I carefully take off the gown and hand it to Victoria.

When I return, Ash takes out his credit card, but Victoria waves him off. “I can write them off as prototypes,” she says with a wink.

“I’ll have your father’s table bumped up to the next tier.” He gives her a peck on the cheek.

I shake her hand. “Thank you again, so much.”

What I thought would be a nightmare, and started that way, turned into something so pleasant and exciting.

“See you tomorrow night!” Victoria air kisses both my cheeks.

Being with another designer makes me feel like I’m not crazy for what I’m doing to get my designs back. That my dream is real.

“Ready for lunch?” Ash asks, looking at his phone.

No need to shop anymore since Victoria will be making a whole glittering custom wardrobe for me.

“Yes, and I hope you don’t mind, but I asked Ford to join us.”

Ash stiffens the same way Ford did.

Now I know why!

Ford and Ash are two beautiful men, and I bet they are explosive together.

I have one month to get them back together.

TEN

FORD

Ismooth my tie before I open the restaurant’s heavy, glass door.

Seeing Ash last night broke the ice of a six-month-long cold war.

He and Pratt were only together a few months, but every day killed me, thinking of what that prick Sterling was doing with my Ash.

When I suggested Ash and I come out and live openly as a bisexual couple and try to find a woman to complete us, Ash dropped a bomb. He didn’t want the world to know who he really was.

When I pushed him, he left me.

I’ve slept with women since. A lot of them.

It’s a fucking empty experience that’s choking me.

After being with Ash, I questioned who the hell I was. I was always my own man and never shared women.

Still wanting a woman made it easy to share one, so I started pairing up with other men in Club Dare’s pitch-black room. Getting on top of another man, double penetrating a woman, my balls slapping against another man’s taint enraged me because I wanted Ash.

Christ Almighty, sinking my cock into a warm cunt filled with other man’s cum made me want to vomit. Yet thinking of it as Ash’s made me feral.