His home is unlocked, as usual, but uncharacteristically empty. I toe off my shoes and pad up the wooden stairs, wondering if blood bags are still being automatically delivered for me. When I’ll get to see Ana again. Whether Serena and Sparkles/Sylvester will ever be reunited.
My stomach drops as I enter my room. The place looks uninhabited, more than when I first moved in. My knickknacks, books, movies, and even some clothes have been put back inside boxes.
I’m not welcome here anymore. I am being evicted.
There’s probably a reason. Lowe wouldn’t just kick you out.
But I can’t twist myself into not caring. There is a shrinking pull in my heart, and if I’m not being thrown out, I’m still being inched away. I have served my purpose, and—
“Misery?”
I turn around and my heart flips.
Lowe. Staring at me in the warm glow of the ceiling lights. Not smiling per se, but radiating happiness at seeing me. He’s wearing a leather jacket and his hands are at his sides, a bit stiff. Like he’s consciously keeping them there. “Hey.”
“Hey.” I smile. He smiles back. Then we’re silent for long enough for me to remember our last conversation alone.
Too long.
“I wasn’t sure if I could... I hope I’m not trespassing.”
“Trespassing?” His delight at seeing me fades into confusion, which morphs into a stern sort of understanding. “You live here.”
I don’t ask,Do I?because that would sound insecure and whiny and maybe a little passive-aggressive, and I just remembered that I’m none of these things. Not with Lowe, at least.
“I dropped Serena off, and I think it would be great if she and Ana were able to meet. It could do Serena some good, and vice versa. I doubt they’re the only two half Weres out there, but...”
“As far as we know.”
I nod. “Would that be okay?”
He scratches his jaw. His beard is the longest it’s ever been since I met him. What have the last few days been like for him? “I’m planning to tell Ana about her parents once Koen brings her back. I was going to save that conversation for later, but there are simply too many people who know, and I don’t want her to find out from someone else. After that, I’d love for her to meet Serena. And of course, Serena is always welcome among us. She is part of our pack, if she wants to be. I tasked Juno with checking in with her while I was gone, but I’ll arrange a meeting to explain everything now that I’m back.”
“Back?”
“We were dealing with Emery.”
My eyes widen. “Yikes?”
He lets out a soft chuckle and leans a shoulder against the door. “Indeed.”
“We kinda suspected the wrong Were, didn’t we?”
“When it came to Ana. We finally have enough evidence to hold Emery accountable for the activities of the Loyals, including an explosion at a school that happened three months ago. I went to inform her that there will be a tribunal. But when it comes to my sister...” His expression darkens. “It’s not her fault if I chose to believe Mick.”
“Did you find his son?”
“Yes. They’re together, heavily guarded. I’m not sure yet what I’m going to do.” He presses his lips together.
“I’m really sorry, Lowe,” I say heavily. “I know how much you trusted him.”
“Any other Were, I’d have realized that they were lying to me. But Mick... his scent had changed drastically. It was sour and bitter and overpowering, but I figured it was grief. That losing one’s mate and son would do that to someone.”
I take a step closer, wanting to comfort him, not quite sure how. Eventually I just repeat an utterly inadequate “I’m sorry.” I try to continue, to unspool that ball of words that weighs on my stomach so densely, but the sound dies on my lips. I’m stunted, incapable of being coherent.
“It’s not like you,” he says with a slim smile.
“What isn’t?”