“I want to have a look at her communications prior to disappearing. You still have access to them?”
“I do. And have inspected them—no clues.”
He takes out two slices of bread. His forearms are strong, large muscles interrupted by the occasional white scar. “If Were business is involved, you might not know what you’re looking for. I’ll have you talk with Alex and hand them over to—”
“Hey.” I shift and tuck my legs under me. “I’m not turning over anything until you tell me whatyouwould be looking for.”
His eyebrow lifts. “You’re not in a negotiating position, Misery.”
“Neither are you.”
The eyebrow lifts higher.
“Okay, maybe more than I am. But if we’re doing this, I need to know what’s in it for you, because I highly doubt you suddenly care about my random Human friend enough to help me find her.”
He’s good at staring, staring with those arctic eyes without saying anything, and I squirm in my chair, heated. How does this guy make someone with a basal temperature of ninety-four degrees and next to no sweat glands feel clammy?
“It’s about Ana, right? You think Serena was looking for Ana.”
More staring. Mistral, with a hint of assessment.
“Listen, it’s obvious that you want to figure out why a Human knew of your sister’s existence. And I’m not asking you totrustme—”
“I think I will, though,” he finally says, decisive. And then starts spreading peanut butter on the bread, like he’s settled an important matter and now needs a snack.
“You will...?”
“Trust you.”
“I don’t get it.”
“No.” His expression is not tender, but approaching. Kind. Amused, for sure. “I reckon you wouldn’t.”
“I was just proposing we trade information.”
“And you could do many horrible things with the information I’m about to give you. But you’ve been in Ana’s shoes before. And you’re hurt because you ran to help her when the sun hadn’t set yet.” Lowe points at the reddened skin of my right arm and hands me an ice pack.
He must have retrieved it earlier from the freezer. And it feels really,reallygood.
“Misguided as you were, I doubt you’d throw Ana under the bus.”
“No more misguided than using her asbait. Nice parenting there, by the way,” I add, a bit archly.
“There were eight Weres monitoring the situation,” he says, unoffended. “And a tracker in her suit. Max had no vehicle at his disposal, so we knew he was going to attempt to hand off Ana to someone else. She was never in any real danger.”
“Sure.” I shrug, pretending I don’t care. “And children are soft and adaptable and make for perfect pawns in the power plays of great leaders, right?”
“I can only protect Ana if I know where the threats against her are coming from.” He leans forward across the table. The scent of his blood is like a wave lapping at my skin. “I’m not like your father, Misery.”
My throat is suddenly dry. “Well, you’re wrong. Iwouldthrow Ana under the bus, if I had to choose between her and Serena.” I have priorities, very little heart, and find no pleasure in being deceitful when others are being honest with me. Ana might be growing on me, but she wasn’t the one who slept next to me for a whole week when I was fourteen and gave myself seizures by trying to file off my fangs for the first time. With a cheese grater.
“Yeah?” He doesn’t sound like he believes me. “Hopefully it won’t come to that.”
“I don’t think it will,” I agree. “And it makes sense for us to collaborate. As Ana’s brother and Serena’s sister.”
His eyes meet mine, serious and unsettling. “Not as husband and wife?”
Because we’re that, too, even if it’s disturbingly easy to forget. I glance away, landing on a dollop of peanut butter on the rim of the jar. It’s the variety without the crunchy bits, which... yeah.