“Do what?”
“When you laugh, you cover your lips with your hand. Or you do it with your mouth closed.”
I shrug. I wasn’t aware, but I’m not surprised. “Isn’t it obvious?” It’s not, judging by his puzzled look. “Okay. I’m going to be super vulnerable with you.” I take a deep, theatrical breath. Steeple my hands. “You may not know this about me, but I’m not like you. I’m actually another species, called—”
“Misery.” His hand comes up to snatch my wrist. My breath catches in my throat. “Why do you hide your fangs?”
“You’re the one who told me to.”
“I asked you not to respond to an act of aggression with another act of aggression, to avoid coming home and finding mywifetorn to pieces—and someone torn in even smaller pieces next to her.” His hand is still around my wrist. Warm. A bit tighter. His touch flusters me. “This is different.”
Is it? Wouldyounot tear me into pieces?
“Come on, Lowe.” I free my arm and cradle it to my chest. “You know what my teeth are like.”
“Come on, Misery,” he mocks. “I do know, and that’s why I don’t get why you hide them.”
We stare at each other like we’re playing a game and trying to make the other lose. “Want me to show you?” I’m trying to provoke him, but he just nods solemnly.
“I’d like to know what we’re dealing with, yeah.”
“Now?”
“Unless you need specific tools, or have a previous engagement. Is it bath time?”
“You want to see my fangs. Now.”
His look is vaguely pitying.
“It’s just...” I’m not sure what’s so concerning about the idea of him seeing them. Maybe I’m just remembering being nine, and the way my Human caregivers always stopped smiling the second I began. A driver, making the sign of the cross. A million other incidents through the years. Only Serena never minded. “Is this a trap? Are you looking for an excuse to watch my entrails fertilize the plumbago?”
“Would be highly inefficient, since I could just push you and no one in my pack would question me.”
“What a beautiful flex.”
He makes a show of hiding his hands behind his back. “I’m harmless.”
He’s as harmless as a land mine. He could destroy entire galaxies with a stern look and a growl. “Fine, but if your wolfy sensibilities are repulsed by my vampyric tusks, remember you asked for it.”
I’m unsure how to initiate it. Snarling, pulling my upper lipback with my fingers like Human dentists do in toothbrush commercials, biting into his hand for an applied demonstration—all seem impractical. So I simply smile. When the cold air hits my canines, my lizard brain screams at me that I’m caught. I’m found out. I’m...
Fine, actually.
Lowe’s pupils splay out. He studies my canines with his usual unalloyed attention, without recoiling or trying to eat me. Little by little, my smile shifts into something sincere. Meanwhile, he looks.
And looks.
And: looks.
“Are you okay?” My voice snaps him back into his body. His grunt is vague, not quite affirmative.
“And you don’t...” He clears his throat. “Use them?”
“What? Oh, my fangs.” I run my tongue over my right one, and Lowe closes his eyes and then turns away. Either too gross, or he’s scared. Poor little Alpha. “We all feed from blood bags, with very few exceptions.”
“What exceptions?”
I shrug. “Feeding from a living source is kind of outdated, mostly because it’s a huge hassle. I do think that mutual blood drinking is sometimes incorporated into sex, but remember how I was cast out as a child and am universally known for being a terrible Vampyre?” I should force Owen to explain the nuances of it to me, but... ugh. It’s not like I plan to get that close to another Vampyre, ever. “I’m not going to bite you, Lowe. Don’t worry.”