“Yeah. Of course. I’ll take care of it.”
He slips the phone in his pocket and then lingers here, on the floor of my closet, more than is necessary. “I have to go—pack business. And I should get changed first. But I’ll be back soon.”
“Okay. I’ll be here, I guess.” I’m not sure what to say. All that happened in the past hour is slowly solidifying. Becoming concrete and awkward between us.
I think he wants to stay.
I think I wanthimto stay.
“Be good,” he says, getting up.
And then immediately crouches down again, just to kiss my forehead.
CHAPTER 22
She makes him want to draw again.
Imust have fallen asleep again, because when I open my eyes it’s a little before midnight. Dragging a T-shirt and leggings on is a feat worthy of a thousand armies, and I barely manage. I haven’t fed in a week, and my body must be well enough to demand sustenance, because my stomach cramps painfully.
I stagger downstairs, trying to recall if I’ve ever gone without blood this long before. The closest was when I first moved back to Human territory, before Serena found me an under-the-table seller I could afford. By the time I got my hands on a small bag it had been three days, and I felt as though my internal organs were feasting on themselves.
Maybe it’s because my body is shutting down, but I stumble into the kitchen without noticing Lowe and Alex. I stop like a deer in the headlights, wondering why they’re huddled in front of a computer. It’s a bit late for a meeting.
“Is Ana okay?” I ask, and they both look up at me in surprise.
“Ana’s fine.”
I relax. Then tense again. “Did Owen find that footage?”
Lowe shakes his head.
“You both look really serious, so— Wait, Alex, what are you—”
Alex has stood from his chair and is currentlyhuggingme.
This is a nightmare. Maybe Vampyres do dream, after all.
“Thank you,” he says. “For what you did for Ana.”
“What did I— Oh.” This isweird. “You know that I didn’t ingest that poison voluntarily to protect her, right? I just happen to be disgracefully into peanuts.”
“You would have, though,” he mumbles against my hair.
“What?”
“Protected her.”
I gently push him away, too hungry to argue over whether I’m a good person. I might like him better when he’s terrified of me. “Listen, I’m going to feed before I’m tempted to bite one of Ana’s stuffies or—” I gasp. “Fuck.”
“What?”
“Fuck, fuck, fuck. Sparkles. Serena’s damn fucking cat. I forgot about him! Did someone feed him? Is hedead?” How long can cats go without eating? An hour? A month?
“He’s safe with Ana,” Lowe informs me.
“Oh.” I press my palm to my chest. “I’ll need him back if—when I find Serena. Though at this point he’s been with Ana longer.” I take a bag out of the fridge. “Maybe they can work out some joint custody—”
“Misery, I found it,” Alex tells me excitedly. “Serena Paris!”