Page 119 of Peach Tree Family

"Yes, you are, I was just too afraid of what I felt to let you know. I didn't want to be hurt," Theo admitted.

Seth held his hand tighter. "I would never hurt you."

"Or leave me?" Theo asked.

"I won't leave. I'll stick with you no matter what," Seth promised.

"If we have anything to overcome, we'll do it together," Theo said, needing more reassurance.

"Together. Yes. That sounds good," Seth said and leaned in to kiss him.

But Theo had more to say so he only let himself enjoy the kiss for a little while then drew back. "All this time I refused to listen to my heart, now I feel like it's going to burst if I don't speak up and tell you how I feel. You have to know, I don't just want you here because you're wonderful and I need you. Seth, I love you."

Seth stared at him, blinking then he crushed Theo to him, his hot breath in his hair. "Theo. Theo." It sounded like Seth was sobbing his name. Theo pulled back a little and he saw that Seth had tears in his eyes. "Theo, I love you too. I love you so much." He clutched Theo to him again like he was never going to let him go.

Theo needed to make a little space so he could kiss him though. Their mouths melded, tongues explored unhurriedly. When the long kiss ended, Theo knew exactly what he wanted to do and he couldn't wait another second.

He pulled Seth up to his feet and led him to the bedroom. Once he had him in there with the door closed, Theo told him, "I want you to fuck me, but we'll have to be quiet."

"I've never..."

"You're afraid to fuck me?" Theo could see that he was.

"I didn't have good self control when you were fucking me," Seth said looking embarrassed.

"You afraid you'll hurt me," Theo said and he cupped his face and brushed his thumb over his lips. "I'm not."

"I wouldn't on purpose. But I couldn't get enough of you. If I was inside you, I might go right out of my mind," Seth said and he grabbed him around the waist. Raw desire was written in his eyes, but Theo wasn't scared of that at all.

"I'm willing to risk it." He pressed himself against Seth to show him. Then he asked, "You liked getting fucked, didn't you?"

Seth smiled and nodded. "You were incredible."

"It's going to be like that for me too," Theo told him.

"Because we're good together?" Seth asked, still smiling.

"Yes," Theo told him and he kissed him.

Locking the door, they undressed each other slowly. Theo wanted to enjoy every moment, every inch of Seth. His cock was straining against his jeans until Seth freed it and caressed it, making Theo thrust into his hand.

Theo reached for his cock too, released it from his jeans and boxers and moaned as he felt it so thick and rock hard. Wanting to taste him, Theo sat on the edge of the bed, kissed his way down his abs and took him in his mouth. He didn't suck Seth for long though, just long enough to turn himself on even more.

Getting up, he got the lube and looked forward to being skin to skin with Seth. Back in his arms, he let Seth pull off the rest of his clothes then watched him get his jeans and boxers off. God he was beautiful and his eyes were burning into Theo like he would eat him alive.

Back on the bed, Theo got on his hands and knees offering Seth his ass so he could lube him. Seth started out tentatively, like he was teasing him, but soon he was stretching him properly, almost making him come.

While Seth fingered him, he leaned over and started to kiss from the base of his spine up to his shoulders then the back of his neck. Seth's warm breath tickled the nape of his neck, and he shivered in anticipation.

Theo was so ready and he wanted him so much, but Seth only kissed his back and moaned against his spine.

"Seth," Theo demanded or maybe begged.

Instead of giving him what he wanted, Seth turned him over so he was lying on his back. He loomed over Theo, giving him quick kisses while he breathed hard.

"I need to look at you," Seth said, moving lower. He pushed Theo's legs apart then up.

Theo groaned as Seth hooked his legs over his shoulders and got closer, ready to fuck him. Theo had tried both topping and bottoming before now, but that was all he did – try it. He didn't give himself over to it the way he was giving himself to Seth.

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