He tastes slightly bitter and nutty. His cock trembles as he thrusts into my mouth. I gag. It’s way too large. He eases out a little. His abs clench. His breath whistles.
“Nice and slow,” he says as he rocks his hips, controlling the thrusts.
I’m floating on pleasure. Ronin is slowly fucking me from behind, Zayne slowly rocking into my mouth from the front. Their spicy musk fills the air. The feel of Zayne’s cock in my mouth is insane. I never thought blowing someone would give me physical pleasure, but it’s as if the movements echo Ronin’s thrusting, and every time I almost choke on Zayne’s cock, my pussy tightens.
Zayne is groaning now, getting a bit rougher, his hand pulling on my hair to the point of pain. He’s about to lose control, and I want him to, I want to see it, feel it. We’ve come this far. I’ve decided to let go of my control, and I want to fall with them.
“Gigi,” he whispers. His eyes widen, his hand jerks on my hair, his cock jerks in my mouth, and he’s coming. It’s beautiful. Visceral. Raw. He can’t hide how much pleasure he’s having, how it shakes him. He tastes bitter and I swallow, choking on his cum.
It’s enough to send me over the edge one more time, and Ronan groans my name as I clench around his cock so hard my vision darkens.
Zayne pulls out of my mouth, muttering something, and he’s still coming, his cock splashing cum all over his chest.
Ronan’s arm wraps around my middle, hauling me back before I fall on my face.
“You okay, my love?” he whispers in my ear and I think it’s the first time in my life I want to cry from happiness.
“Gigi?” Zayne still has his hand around his now half-hard cock. His hold on my hair gentles.
“I’ve never been better,” I whisper. “I just wish Casey and Grey were here.”
“We’ll get them back,” he says. “You’ll see. I promise.”
“And we will be a pack,” Ronin says softly. “I hope they’ll want to join us.”
He makes it sound like he and Zayne want a pack with me anyway. I close my eyes and smile, my heart swelling in my chest. Not what society expects a beta to do. But it feels right.
Casey and Grey, though. No matter how happy I am right now, I can’t quite imagine this pack working without them. Don’t want to imagine my life without them, and I don’t think my alphas want that, either.
The future I’m imagining now is very different from how it looked this morning. It’s the future I’d seen in my dreams but tried to erase, because it didn’t fit with what I thought I needed, what others thought I needed.
I’m ready now to fight for my pack.
25
RONIN
She’s fucking spectacular.
I’ve wanted her for so long, the desire became a part of me. Like my desire and awe for Zayne, it’s a part of who I am now. Ronin, the man in unrequited love and lust with Gigi and Zayne.
Not unrequited anymore, I think and grin to myself.
“What’s the grin about?” Zayne grunts.
“Nothing.”
“You look happy.”
“I am.”
“Never seen you look so happy before.”
“I don’t know what the fuck you guys are doing here with me,” I say, “but I’ll take tonight.”
“Not just tonight,” Zayne says. “Right, Gigi?”
Gigi turns her head to look at me, but I sit back and pull her into my lap, still impaled on my cock, making her moan as I sink deeper. “Ron…”