I shake my head. “There’s nothing to repay. I want to do it all. I love spending time with you both. I’m choosing all of it. I know I can say no if I’m not comfortable with anything.”
His arms wrap around me, and he rests his chin on my shoulder. “I know, but I need you to know that I know I’m lucky to have you in my life, that you choose to be here and with me.”
I lean back into him and close my eyes, loving being in his arms and the feeling of the warm water. I grin as I take his right hand and start moving it down my stomach. “You know how you can show me and help me sleep well tonight?”
His lips find my neck, and I lean my head to the side, granting him better access as he takes his hand back and moves it further down my stomach until he’s cupping me between my legs. I’m wet already just thinking about how it’s going to feel to have his fingers inside me.
“So wet for me, baby.”
I nod.
His fingers dip inside me, and I moan as I roll my hips into his hand, seeking more. He nips my shoulder, and it only gets me going even more.
“So needy,” he whispers.
“For you,” I moan.
His fingers curl inside me, and I bite my lip. His free hand comes up, and his thumb rolls my lip out of my mouth.
“I want to hear you. I want to hear just how good I make you feel.”
If he wants me to be vocal, I can be vocal. “Play with my clit.”
When his thumb finds it, I moan loudly, and he steps into me further, pressing his erection into my ass.
“I love your sounds,” he whispers into my neck between soft kisses.
“Mmhhhh,” I moan as his fingers continue to work. “If you keep this up you’ll get to hear me come.”
“My favourite sound.”
His fingers work faster as his free hand moves down to my breast and tweaks my nipple, causing me to thrust my chest into his hand, and he chuckles against my skin. “So responsive.”
I reach between us and grab his cock, giving it a few strokes, and feel him stiffen behind me as his breathing accelerates. It’s my turn to chuckle. “So responsive,” I tease.
His fingers work faster, and he pinches my nipple harder, and it’s almost become a competition to see who can make who come first.
I turn my head, and my other hand comes to his hair as my mouth seeks his. Our kiss is hot and passionate. I’m so close, my toes start to curl as Matt’s hand leaves my breast and his arm wraps around my waist, holding me closer to him. My orgasm tears through me, my legs wanting to give out and Matt holding me up.
Between the sound of my orgasm and a couple more pumps of my hand, Matt comes, spilling himself all over my back. We both pant as we work to catch our breath. The second I feel like I can breathe normally again, I’m kissing him. When he breaks the kiss, he takes a step back and examines my back.
“Fuck,” he groans.
I grin at him over my shoulder as he runs his hand down his face.
“You look so good painted in my cum. I need to do that more often.”
I throw my head back and laugh. “Get your fill, because I’m going to wash this off now.”
He shakes his head and grabs the removable shower head. “Let me.”
I nod, and he gently washes me, taking his time as he rubs soap over every inch of me and then rinses the conditioner out. When he’s done, he quickly washes himself as he stares at me like he’s in awe that I’m here with him right now. He turns the water off and dries me off before himself and then pulls me into the bedroom. Just after we climb under the covers, Jayden’s cries come through the baby monitor. I put on one of Matt’s shirts and make my way into his room, Matt right behind me. I lean over Jayden’s crib and smile at him. He reaches for me, and I pick him up, checking his temperature with a kiss on the forehead. He’s much cooler than he was this morning.
“Seems like someone may be feeling better,” I say. “I think someone may be a little hungry.”
“I’ll go make him a bottle,” Matt says before kissing my cheek and leaving the room.
I take Jayden to the rocking chair in the corner and settle with him. The second Matt hands me the bottle, Jayden is reaching for it, and I can’t help the smile that spreads across my face. He hasn’t been this eager for a bottle all day, so I’m hoping this means he’s feeling better.