Picking up the pace again, I start jogging lightly back toward Xaden’s.
“Yeah, well, I’m not sure how serious it is. We’ll see.” There’s a pause, and then Jasmine laughs. “Why do you sound out of breath? Did Iinterruptsomething?”
Barking out a laugh, my pace falters. “Ha! No! Get your head out of the gutter. I’m going for a run. Well, I was. Now, I’m just standing here listening to you.”
“Oh, good. You should not be answering the phone when you’re getting some.” She teases me, and I can’t help but smile.
“Trust me. I wouldn’t answer. I am definitely toobusyduring those moments.”
“Eh-oh, that’s my girl! Big sis is hitting it like a champ!”
We just giggle until the moment naturally passes, and I sigh.
When Jasmine pauses, I’m left with that same nagging question that I always have when I talk to my baby sister. I don’t want to be the buzzkill, but it’s too important to me that Jas is safe.
“Has our father contacted you? I know it’s not fun to think about, but I have to be on top of it.”
“Still, no, Ivy. And you know I’d tell you immediately if he did.” I hear her shuffle on the other end and the volume around her increases. “And as much as I hate to say it, he’s not as interested in me, which I know is thanks to you. You should watch your back, sis. He’s…unhinged.”
I have to imagine that Jasmine is in the cafeteria or a student restaurant getting breakfast now, and the thought of her around all those people settles my nerves some. Still, she’s not wrong.
“That’s putting it politely.” I lean back, looking up into the sky, as I put my hands on the back of my head. “And yeah, I know. I worry every day that he’ll show up here.”
I’ve made it back to the driveway now, having slowly walked as we talked. When I focus on the front porch, I can see Xaden there with Daisy in his arms.
It’s exactly what I want to see when I’m coming back home, and it hits me that I’m genuinely starting to think of Xaden’s place as home.
Not my house next door, the one I technically own, but his—the warmth there, the people inside it.
“Hey, I need to go, but thanks for chatting. I’ll text you later, okay?”
“Totally. I need to eat anyway. Have fun with that man of yours.” I can hear the smile Jasmine wears in her voice. “And stay safe.”
Looking at Xaden, I smile as he waves Daisy’s hand. He clearly took her out there because she asked where I was. They’re my welcoming party.
He’s always been right there for me. I feel…safe around Xaden.
“I will, Jas.” My chest squeezes as I lose myself to Xaden’s smile. “I will.”
Refocusing, I look down at the ground and shake my head. I pull my phone out of the armband and hover my thumb over the red button.
“I love you. I’ll talk to you soon.”
“Love you, Ivy. Bye.”
Hanging up, I start a steady walk back to Xaden, looking forward to the hug I’m going to get the moment I’m in arms reach of the two of them.
It’s still a bit unexpected, but I really do feel like Xaden would be there by my side if anything happened. I can trust him to look out for me and to be there should I fall.
I’ve always been the one to provide that for others. It’s something to be on the receiving end. I mean, sure, I’ve had incredible friends, but this is different.
Because Xaden isnotmy friend. He’s so much more. I’m…falling in love with him.
My stomach is flip-flopping like pancakes on a griddle, and I know that I need to eat something soon.
You also need to talk to him about all this. He needs to know.
That voice in my head is right.