Page 59 of Ruin

“Just because your voice doesn’t work, doesn’t mean you can’t show me how much you enjoy my mouth on you.” Declan kneels on the floor, bringing one of my legs up on his shoulder, and pushing my other leg for me to open wider for him.

Declan’s tongue flicks my clit, and my fingers move into his hair as he licks me, slipping his tongue in and out. My hands move down the back of his neck, not wanting him to leave.Fuck.

Declan sucks on my clit, pushing the stud into me, and it’s the first time I jolt into his mouth because it hits the spot. I feel his finger enter my pussy, my nails dig into the back of his neck, as the pleasure hits me hard.

Removing his finger, he glides the tip of his tongue from my entrance to my clit. I want to scream for him not to stop but I bite my lip and scratch the back of his neck to stop myself screaming. My nails dig harder when he crooks his finger hitting a spot which has never been touched.Oh, god, oh god.

Pushing his mouth harder into my pussy, his tongue flicking harder and faster. Fuck I can’t breathe. He moves his fingers faster, and I squeeze my eyes shut as the tear escapes, and I don’t even know why I have tears.

My body can’t take anymore. I can’t hear anything around me as the pleasure is hitting every nerve in my body, and I let go. One of the most intense orgasms I’ve ever had hits me.

Declan sucks on my clit a little more, and I can’t even hold my body up. Never thought I would ever feel like this after any type of sexual act, but fuck, my body is still buzzing from what Declan did.

I moan again when I feel the tip of the knife on my inner thigh, the same spot he cut me last time. I try to focus on what he is cutting, but all I can do is moan in pleasure when I feel the tip pierce my skin.

Yes, this is what I want. Him to cut me, him to make me feel clean. Removing the knife, I feel his mouth in the same area, as he sucks the blood from the cut. I want him to do it again, but how do I tell him to do it again, without him thinking I’m a freak?

Declan stands up, pressing his body into mine, and I’m thankful he did because my legs are like jelly right now.

My vision finally clears up, and I look up at him, smiling at me as he moves his hand to the back of his neck, which makes him smile more. “You fucking taste amazing. I just tasted you, but I already want more. The sexy look in your eyes right now makes you look even more beautiful.” He kisses the side of my jaw, and I hear him whisper. “You enjoyed yourself. You made me bleed.” He looks at his hand, and I see my nails have cut the skin on the back of his neck. He takes a large inhale through his nose, then looks at me.

In a split second, something changes in Declan’s eyes, and he takes a step back from me, and his whole body has changed.

What the hell did I do wrong?

I didn’t even fight him. Why does he look so angry with me?

Without a word he leaves the classroom, and I look at my bag when my phone keeps vibrating.

Robert

Get outside now!

Robert

Don’t make me come into school.

Fuck. Quickly grabbing my bag, I run out of school. I see Declan standing by his car. I see Robert getting out of his car as I get closer to him. I could have continued to ignore him, but I’m scared if he came inside with his anger, it might be worse for me.

“Where the fuck have you been?” he shouts, there isn’t anyone close to hear him. Declan is on the other side of the parking lot so he definitely can’t hear him. “You couldn’t even fucking message me back.” He grabs my arm, trying to make me look at him. When I refuse to look at his face, he grabs mine and turns it to face his. “You need to remember you’re mine. Don’t even think of letting anyone else touch my beautiful girl.” His words are venom, and I feel sick hearing them.

The worst part is all I feel on me is Declan. His lips on mine, his hands on my body, the way he touches me. I feel him, and as fucked up as it is, I want him to touch me again, because he gives me peace when he cuts me, and it’s fucking crazy, but he cleans the touch of the bastard in front of me.

Robert grabs my arm hard and opens the car door. “I think it’s time to remind you who you belong to.” He almost throws me in the car, and I shake my head as I wipe the tears away. He drives out of school. I look over at Declan watching us.

Maybe there isn’t anyone out there who can save me from this hell. Maybe there is only one way to escape it all.

FIFTEEN

DECLAN

Throwingthe file on the work counter, I grab the dirty cloth as I walk over to my car. Soon as I got back from school, I researched my hit, found as much information as I could on him. This weekend I plan on watching him, making sure I have his routine. The only thing it doesn’t tell me is if I need to kill him or get information. I called Cain, telling him I wanted to talk about it, and he said he would come over and discuss everything with me.

My head has been in a messed up place since I was with Trixie. School was fucking long today, and Trixie never came back when she left with her step-brother.

It took everything in me not to rip his fucking hands off for touching her the way he was. There was no fucking need to grab her. It looked like he was hurting her, but she never shouted at him to stop. I’m hoping it was an argument about family dinner or some shit because my blood was boiling as I watched them together.

He was touching what’s mine, and I hated it. I hate the fact I’m calling her mine. She’s not mine, I shout to myself.

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