Page 47 of Ruin

The amount he has put next to things, I’ll be paying it off for the rest of my life. I fucking sucked his dick, and it’s only knocked off five hundred dollars. I wear a skirt to school for twenty dollars. The weather is still nice, so I can wear one every day. Everything he has done, and I’ve not even hit a thousand dollars. I’m going to be living this hell for a long fucking time.

Quickly putting the list back in my bag when I hear them walking over to their cars. I don’t need Declan knowing I’m looking at things on the list. He would enjoy making my life harder than it already is. There is a lot on the list, and I only looked at the first page. He’s a fucking asshole.

Declan stands in front of me, about an arm’s length away from me, and looks my body up and down and smiles. “Did you get my gift?” I nod and show him the box in my bag. “Not sure if I’m going to love it or not. One thing is for sure, I can’t wait to see your tits out again.” He walks to the driver's side of the car. “Get in.” Taking in a deep breath, I do as I’m told, and get in. “Need to get some food in me first. Do you want anything?” I shake my head and look out the window as Declan drives out of school and I lean back in the seat.

Declan plays some music, and I look at my phone when it vibrates in my hands.

Robert

Be home tonight.

Not replying, I look at the dashboard to see what song Declan is listening to because I’ve never heard it before. Machine Gun Kelly, I’ve listened to him before, but not this song.

“You sure you don’t want anything?” Declan asks as he pulls into the burger place drive thru.

Some fries and strawberry milkshake, please?

I take out my wallet and hand him my card, which makes him laugh as he takes it from me and throws it back into my bag. He could have just said he didn’t want it. Declan places his order, and I have to look at him. I think he’s ordering enough to feed five people.

Grabbing our food, he hands it over to me, and I take a sip of my milkshake.

“Does no one talk to you?” I turn to face him, not sure what he means by that question. “I mean, they talk to you. But has anyone learned to sign back, or learned sign language so they know what you’re saying?” I don’t bother answering him and shake my head. Why would anybody want to do that for me?

My dad finds it easier not to talk to me, otherwise his bimbo wife gets angry with him. Robert doesn’t care because I don’t scream and Declan doesn’t care because he wants to be an asshole. So, what’s the point?

He goes to say something, but I relax when I see his phone ringing. Cain, I swear I’ve heard him say his name before. Declan answers.

“I’m in the car, not alone.” What conversation would they have in front of me, which I don’t need to know about, but I keep my mouth shut and eat my fries.

“How did you sleep?” he asks.

“Better, I got a good few hours.”

“Good. Take another one tonight.”

“Cain-”

“Declan, I will not have this conversation with you until you get a full night’s sleep, and your head is focused. I’m not taking you there.” The guy snaps at him, and Declan shakes his head.

“I’ll take another one tonight.”

“Good. Lincoln will be over tonight. You got your card.”

“About fucking time. With the shit I’ve had this summer, I should have had one the second I got out,” Declan jokes with Cain, but there is a smile on his face which I haven’t seen before. A genuine smile, and a little bit crazy, but it looks good on him.

“So I keep hearing, and so does your dad, and Hayden. When me and your dad think you’re ready, we’ll do it.”

“So, you think I’m ready?”

“No, but I think you need it. Research. Get it done by the date.” The phone goes dead, and Declan puts his hand out. “Can you pass me my burger?” Going through the bag, I hand him his burger.

What card would he be getting? They have a clinic. What’s the big secret about a clinic? Stop over thinking it. The less you know about him and his family, the better Trixie. Just leave it.

“We’re going to have some fun later. You know, I’ve got plans for your tits. I’m getting hard just thinking about them.”

I sign.Oh, the fun we’ll have.

“See, I’m growing on you.” Declan jokes, and I shake my head.

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