Page 1 of Autumn Wishes and Pumpkin Kisses

PROLOGUE

Keefer

We lay in a field of Violets. Teaganne’s favorite even though she won’t admit it. This is our spot. It’s where we come to get away from everyone else. It’s also how we’ve managed to keep ourselves sane while keeping us a secret these past few weeks. I don’t know how we managed all these years, but now it’s like I can’t get enough of her. It was always there though. That heart falling to the pit of your stomach when you see her kind of feeling. Teaganne likes to act indifferent to everything around her, but I’ve noticed a few things throughout the years. For example, the way her eyes shine with appreciation every time we make our way to this field. Purple is her favorite color and it’s a safe bet to make that Violets are her favorite flower. This field is a secluded little slice of heaven. I’m sure few people have discovered it. It’s a good two mile hike to reach it. It's mostly uphill, so Teaganne is currently in front of me. I watch her footing to make sure she doesn’t miss a step or stumble.

She looks over her shoulder and smiles at me. “Did you remember to bring the water?”

I smile at her. Her honey brown eyes shine and her smile is large on her face. Teaganne is insanely intelligent and talented, but on the flip side of that coin she is forgetful as hell. Chuckling, I slip the backpack from my shoulders and rummage through the inside to produce a bottle of water. She greedily yanks it from my hands and swigs it down. I step up to be on the same level as her while slipping the backpack into place. My hand wraps around the bottle and slowly pulls it from her lips. “Slow down, baby. You’ll make yourself sick if you drink too much too fast.”

Her honey brown eyes roll dramatically, but her smile is so large that her dimples appear and I feel my heart falter in my chest. I hate that I’ve wasted our entire friendship...only being friends. This girl is the girl you love with every fiber of your being. She’s gorgeous both inside and out. I’m completely in love with her, but our time is limited, and I hate when that thought pops into my head. It’s an ugly reminder so I push it back to that dark corner of my mind. We only have a month until graduation and it’s not long enough, then again, no amount of time with Teaganne would be long enough in my book. “You’re such a southern gentleman. Always coming to save the day.”

My head shakes, causing my longer hair to fall over my eye. I need a haircut, but Teaganne has told me on multiple occasions how much she likes being able to run her fingers through my hair, so I leave it be. “I’m not trying to save the day, but you, Teaganne Voss, will never be the damsel in distress. You will never need saving. I’m just a spectator, captivated by you and loving every minute of it.”

Her slim, soft fingers intertwine with mine. “You certainly have a way with words, Keefer Dunn.”

“I suppose I do at times. Now, do you feel like making the rest of the hike or do you want to go back?”

Teaganne has a flare for the dramatics and she makes a show of weighing her options. Of course, whichever she decides is fine with me. “We’ll continue, but after this…” Unexpectedly, she steps forward, wraps her hands around the back of my neck and pulls my lips to hers. The moment our lips meet my heart feels as if it will burst out of my chest. I’d be surprised if she couldn’t feel it against her own chest. I don’t know how long we kiss, because every time is never long enough. Finally, we pull away, both of us flushed with swollen lips and a little breathless. “Okay, we should go now.” She turns and starts the hike back up.

I follow just as I always do. Teaganne has a couple of slip ups, but I correct each time before she can get hurt. Each time she looks over her olive skinned shoulder at me and smiles. These are the moments I try my best to commit to memory. Finally, we reach the field of Violets. The soft powdery smell wafts up from the Violets. Mixed with the fresh air of the mountains the scent is intoxicating. I take a deep breath as I watch Teaganne wander into the field. She’s always so careful not to bring harm to any of the flowers. She squats down and brings her nose to one of the flowers.

While Teaganne takes a moment to appreciate the smaller things in life, I walk towards the outskirts of the flower meadow. There’s just grass in some areas and it’s the only place I’m allowed to lay the blanket out. The first time, I thought of packing a blanket for us I made the mistake of trying to lie it down in the middle of the flowers. Teaganne was a new level of upset, but she quickly got over it and we made an agreement. Once the blue and black checkered flannel blanket is down, I pull out two red solo cups and a bottle of the fancy cucumber flavored sparkling water out of the bag. It’s actually really disgusting, but Teaganne loves it.

Eventually, she makes her way to the blanket and takes a seat next to me. “You know you don’t have to keep bringing this water for me. I’m sure you don’t enjoy it.”

“That’s not true. I enjoy anything with you.”

Teaganne leans back slightly and rests her head on my shoulders. The sun is trying it’s best to break through the trees. It feels magical here. However, the sigh Teaganne releases makes me wonder what’s on her mind. I know better than to ask though, she’ll tell me when she’s ready and not a moment sooner. “Keefer?”

“Yes, darlin’?”

“What’s going to happen after graduation?” she asks quietly.

Now, it’s my turn to sigh. This is the last question I wanted. Mostly, because I don’t have an answer for it. “I don’t know, but we’ll figure it out.”

Teaganne sits up and maneuvers until she is straddling my lap, her arms wrapped around my neck. “I don’t want this to end. I don’t want us to end,” she clarifies.

One of my hands draws lazy circles around her lower back. “Don’t worry about that now.”

“But I have to! I’m leaving for Los Angeles in a few weeks.”

There’s the ugly reminder. I muster up a smile and try my best to convince her. “I know and you’re going to love it there.”

Tears fill her eyes and I watch as her bottom lip quivers. “Not without you…”

“Teaganne, what are you trying to say?” I give myself some credit, because my voice sounds calm and steady despite the range of emotions I’m feeling internally.

She takes a deep breath and meets my eyes. Her honey brown to my cobalt blue. They’re unwavering and serious. “I love you and I want you to come with me.”

That was not what I was expecting. After a few moments, I ask the only question I can think to ask. “You want me to come with you?” She nods her head. “Are you sure?”

“Yes, I’ve been thinking about it these past few weeks and I don’t want to go if I have to leave you.”

Finally, I make a spur of the moment decision. It’s unlike anything I’ve ever done before. I’ve never made a spur of the moment decision, but there is a first time for everything. I had never been in love until Teaganne and I’ll do anything to hold onto this. “I’ll go anywhere with you darlin’. I love you. You’re my forever.”

A few stray tears slip down her cheeks but her dimples accompany the smile on her face. “I want all my adventures to be with you.”

I stretch up and meet her lips. When I pull away, I tell her, “Me, too, darlin’. Me, too.”

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