Mikhail:
Movement. She's leaving.
I type back:
Going where?
He responds:
Unknown. Want me to follow?
Like he really needed to even ask me that.
Yes. Discreetly.
I wait, pacing, checking my phone obsessively.
Eventually, he replies:
She's at her apartment. Dalla's with her.
At least she's safe. At least she has her sister.
I text her:
I'm sorry.
No response.
Can we talk?
Nothing.
I know I fucked up. Please.
Read receipts show she's seen them.
She's choosing not to respond.
The cupcakes were a mistake. The note was worse. I'm an idiot.
Still nothing.
You're right. I should have asked you. We should have decided together.
The read receipts disappear.
She's turned them off.
I call her.
Straight to voicemail.
"Revna, I..." I stop, not sure what to say. "I'm sorry. Not the kind of sorry where I explain why I was right. The kind where I know I fucked up and I don't know how to fix it. Call me. Please."
I hang up, pour myself a whiskey, then think better of it.
I need a clear head.