Page 72 of Worth the Want
“I want you. Badly.” I manage to get out.
“Do you want me like this?” he asks, hand slipping between us and circling my swollen clit.
“Yes!” I hiss.
“Do you want me like this?” he asks again, sliding those same fingers to my entrance and nudging one inside. It takes no effort. I’m so fucking soaked for this man. He curls his finger inside me, and I moan his name at the sensation.
“Fuck, Honey. You’re so fucking soft. Gripping my fingers so tightly. Do you like when I touch you like this, Indie Baby?” he asks against my neck. I’m in a sex-crazed haze now. Fully under this man's spell. My hips are rocking into him on instinct,begging on my behalf. I want this man wholly, fully. Locked down by him. There’s never been anyone else, and I don’t ever want there to be. I find my voice.
“You should know I’ve never done this before,” I say. My heart beats wildly when he bends to kiss me.
“Done this? Had a man on his knees for you, desperate to make you come?”God, this man's mouth.
“I’ve never uhm,” I stutter again.I’m not ashamed of it, so why can’t I say it?His eyes flash with what I think is understanding.
“You’ve never had sex before.” It isn’t a question, but his words are filled with wonder. I shake my head in confirmation.
“I haven’t. I hope that doesn’t change anything. It doesn’t have to be this thing, I mean, I’m on birth control—I’ve just never wanted tobewith anyone, like that—like this. And now. Well, now, I do,” I ramble.
“With me.”
I sigh. “Yes, Knox. With you.” His answering smile is brilliant and my favorite. Bright white and on full display in the darkness, letting me see the slightly pointed tips of his canine teeth. I’m caught up in him. In so deep I can’t see a way out, I don’t want one.
“Are you sure this is what you want?” he asks tenderly.
I nod at first, but he presses me for more.
“Indie?” he asks, his voice deep and gentle and making me ache for him all over.
“I can’t think of anything I’ve ever wanted more thanthis,Knox,” I confess. Pathetically gone for him.
He nods, sapphire-blue eyes boring into mine when he speaks again. “You should know it’s only ever going to be me again.” I widen my legs further to cradle his strong hips, readyto have him, ready to take this next step with him, but he sits back to look at me. “Do you know how deliriously fucking sexy you are?” His words and the way he’s looking at my body make me blush but also embolden me. “I’ve lost sleep thinking about this body, picturing what I would do if you let me have you like this,” he admits. My whole body starts to hum.
When he leans his head down to my chest, he places a kiss between my breasts before taking one in his hand and sucking on the nipple, flicking his tongue across it as he does. The action draws a moan from me, and he releases me just long enough to give the same attention to my other breast.
“These tits. I’ve wanted to suck on these since you let me fuck your mouth, Honey.”The mouth on this man.I’ve never in my life experienced something so fucking hot.
“Knox…” I whine.
“Let me take care of you, Indie Baby. We’re gonna take this slow,” he says softly, soothing me.
“I want you,” I tell him.
“And you have me, but let’s get you ready for me,” he says, sliding his hand down to my pussy and pushing a finger inside me. I whimper, wanting, needing more. He circles my entrance while rubbing my clit with his thumb until I’m mewling. “You’re so close, aren’t you?”
“Yes, I’m—fuck Knox, I—” His hand stops, and I’m left a wanting, panting mess.
“You’re dripping, Honey. So wet and soft and ready for my dick to fill you up.”
“Oh my god, Knox. Please.” I’m begging, pleading.
“Shh, are you sure you want this, Indie?” he asks, rubbing his hands up and down my thighs.
I nod. “Yes. More than anything. I want this, I want you.”
He grips my chin, navy eyes sparkling in the dim light. Those three words on the tip of my tongue again, but I swallow them. “If you change your mind at any time, at any point, you have to tell me,” he says.I won’t.
“I’ll tell you.” He nods, nudging his length against my entrance, and I tilt my hips in response, a silent request.
